im bi sexual.....and proud of it

Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And on and on the sting remains And dying eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Every day a new deception Pick your scene and take direction And on and on I search to connect But I don’t wear a mask and I have no regrets I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside I can’t escape the pain I can’t control the rage Sometimes I think that I’m gonna go insane I’m not against what’s right I’m not for what’s wrong I’m just making my way and I’m gone Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside

Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply so absurd In these times of doing what you’re told Keep these feelings, no one knows Whatever happened to the young man’s heart? Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I’m staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life There’s no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There’s a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight Whatever happened to the young man’s heart? Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I’m staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life There’s no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone’s pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe And I’m staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life There’s no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 And I’m staring down the barrel of a 45 And I’m swimming through the ashes of another life There’s no real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45

I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I’m burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I’ll express, my situation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I’m burning bright The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I’m burning There’s nothing ever wrong but nothing’s ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I’m born to indecision There’s always something new some path I’m supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I’m burning bright The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I’m burning I feel like there is no need for conversation

My eyes are open wide By the way I made it through the day I watch the world outside By the way I’m leaving out today I just saw Hayley’s comet she waved Said “why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere” Tell my mother, tell my father I’ve done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I’m not angry, I’m just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don’t try one tear for me I’m not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice So listen close, it’s only for today Here is my chance This is my chance