A Summary Of Myself::::..<3

This is some things you should know about me. First of all I have mood swings a lot. So if there are times where I am all happy one minute and then I am mad at you for no reason the next minute try to ignore it. Don't take it to personaly it is who I am. Oh and if you have ever met me I may act tough on the outside I always do but on the inside it is different. Inside of me it is chaos. Stuff so chaotic and strange you don't want to get involved with. Just stick with being frinds with the outside me if that makes any sense at all. Well basically don't try to get involved with what is inside of me and be patient with me and give me some space when I need it. It is pain and confusion like you could ever imagine on the inside. But I have been told that I give very good advice so if there is something that you want an opinion on feel free to pm me and I will do everything in my power to help you. Now some normal everyday stuff about me: my favorite color is black. People at school joke that I am a goth but that is not true. I am a punk you assholes. Oh that is another thing. I tend to cuss a lot. I also love anime and manga. My favs are: Azumanga Daioh, Chobits, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Sailor Moon, and Tokyo Mew Mew. I also watch Adult Swim at night. I like watching Family Guy, Futurama, Ghost in a Shell, Big O, Inuyasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, and uh I think that is all. I also enjoy going on the internet a lot and talking with my friends. Like them you should not get involved with what goes on inside of me. Even they don't even know what goes on inside of my head. So stay out all you filthy little monkeys. 0(-.-)0 Anyway I also love to ride my bike and swim and just be outside in the fresh air in general. As I was saying my favorite color is black but I aslo like dark blue and dark purple and a bright red. The color of blood. I also tend to be very violent. There have been many time where people have called me a goth and I punch them. Then they stop. And yet I go to a catholic school. Odd isn't it? Another thing is though I go to a catholic school I do not believe in god even though I am catholic and bretheren. I do not believe that there is an all mighty god up there who loves everyone. But I do believe that their is some powerful spiritual creature up there. Maybe not a God but I know something is up there. And the Bible. Don't even get me started on that. Ya know the Adam and Eve story? That is exactly it. A story. People could not figure out how we were made so they made up a story just to fill in the blanks. All the stories in the Bible are just that: stories. A lot of the stuff in the Bible is made up to to fill in the blanks. No one could figure it out so they made up these stories. And have you ever wondered why cuss words are cuss words? It is because people chose them to be. They did not enter the world like that. Humans wanted them to be 'bad words' so that is what they are. Let me ask you this: If everything 'God' created is good then why are these words so evil and bad? It is because we want them to be. Now that is all I am going to write because if I wrote more it would be terbly long and you humans would be more confused then you all ready are after reading all of this. Beleive me I want to write so much more I would love to but you are most likely already confused and at a loss for words so I will end it here. Goodbye. Ja'ne


Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through, it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only likes being with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're just hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?


when you are about to die all you can do is smile