he's always been there with the apartment. just one of the local wildlife deciding to take residence here i guess. i live in texas. i don't want to kill him or anything he's cute and isn't hurtin' nobody.
there aren't as many as before but there is still some hovering around the kitchen. the fly away when the light comes on. they're those tiny bitey evil gnats of eating.
i have a gecko living somewhere underneath the fridge or cabinets too
i wish i could afford a backyard! i live in an apartment and they need to do something about pests 'cause i have to leave killing jars out for damned flies that somehow never go away even if i clean everything with acid. i hope i can move soon D;
i seriously havent finished a song in two months. i feel so worthless!!!! i wanted to care but it was really hard 2 with all the criticisms of my music buddies. self esteem just plummeted. i never want to feel like or experience anything like how i felt ever again. i'm def gonna keep u in mind
i may text u tmrw, im going to bed!!!
my sleep schedule is awful, i need 2 be able to last later
goodnight becca, <3 you
well basically i got supremely depressed and depersonalization almost made me go into completely madness. i wasn't hanging out or talking to hardly anybody. but then i stopped taking the adderall i was prescribed cuz it didnt make me feel like myself (after a year of bein on da s**t) and all the sudden everything just fell right back into place. got a new group of friends again. getting happier and more social.
kept starting songs and never finishing them, only having like a creative outburst then getting disinterested because i thought no1 was giving a s**t. just today i sat down at my synth for the first time in 4ever and made like 10 new patches (sounds) and im psyched to get started on new solo things while my band 'grows'
gaia is giving me something to do cuz ive found all this free time lately lol!
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i have a gecko living somewhere underneath the fridge or cabinets too
i may text u tmrw, im going to bed!!!
my sleep schedule is awful, i need 2 be able to last later
goodnight becca, <3 you
kept starting songs and never finishing them, only having like a creative outburst then getting disinterested because i thought no1 was giving a s**t. just today i sat down at my synth for the first time in 4ever and made like 10 new patches (sounds) and im psyched to get started on new solo things while my band 'grows'
gaia is giving me something to do cuz ive found all this free time lately lol!