Apollyon Shadow Of Death
Something froze over my chest, it was my 19th birthday the day that I passed on to this unfamiliar but so close of a world. I remember all from that single day, a winter I will never look upon a snowflake the same again. So dismal the same tagged brick wall on the corner of Bakers street, which we had hung around since the first day we had ever meet. The look upon her face, the shear madness! Like a headache never felt before, the intensity ringing in my ear when a bullet logged right through my forehead. A painful sting soon ended with a complete numbness. It was like s trip down to the bone of everything you had ever felt… anything. The knowing of whom my ender was, the love we once shared, had. Where had it all gone? A simple misconception a paranoid guilt led to this. Led to the ending of my aching bones, to the illness that I dragged onward everyday. I saw my own death and the ending of hers too…like a Hollywood movie ending my blood that misted the cold Chicago air. The mist held heavy before she took the gun to herself…with the last gasping breaths of my own.. Her blood and brains now painted the brick wall leaving our mark. Now stuck in this purgatory I live on un placed…un rested. I walk amongst the living although they cannot see me I can clearly see them. I have my own choice on doing ill will on them or fondling with the dead or bringing a cure or healing to those who cry in the lords name. I live in a real world of “free will” I am amongst the light of day and the shadows of night. My body is one of everything and I will do as I please. I am yet a messenger of the god and his fallen brother…I can give life and take life as I please. It is not hard to find me, just look for me amongst the cold Chicago nights as I walk the graveyard and sit at the same very painted wall where my eternity arose. Those who remember my face as a living shall never see my face amongst the light of day again…for my soul filled in anger and sadness who managed to take form me and left what could have been fixed. I am….Shadow.
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