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A gorgeous girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high, full of single greatest commodity known to man. Promise. Promise of a better day. Promise of a greater hope. Promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gait of this beautiful girl. In her smile, and in her soul, and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seam like it's gonna be okay.

Words aren't enough to scratch the surface of who I am, but since you're looking for a read; we might as well try a little prologue. I'm cocky. I'm arrogant. I'm stubborn. I'm a follower of Christ and I don't see any of those to be flaws. I love myself. If you do not love yourself, you can't love anyone else. A friend of mine once told me that sanity is overrated, well I say, "Sanity is overrated and conformity is a bore!" I'm nothing close to what people would call the typical "norm." I'm a little bit nuts and despite whatever presumptuous view you've gotten out of your own ignorance from judging me by my appearance; hearing the story of my past could make you scream and wither away in the pitch black lands of nothingness. I prefer horror/comedy movies. Darkness can not exist without light, and the same goes for light; without darkness. So as you will come to learn; There lies an artist within my soul, an angel within my heart, and many demons within my mind. Aside from that, I'm fairly easy to get along with and I'm only disrespectful toward people who do not respect themselves, like cyber slut cam whores, or guys who jerk it to any random person on the net. If you're a girl showing her self provocatively to random guys, you're a cyber slut and that is not respecting yourself. If you don't respect yourself, why should I or anyone else? I'm really funny and I don't get embarrassed or ashamed of anything. To me, women are a work of art. Their emotions, their bodies, and most of all; there eyes, but I hate moody girls and typical men disgust me. one thing I do not stand for, is watching someone openly bash others when I find that they have no right to. I'm not perfect, but I am unique, because unlike those striving to be different. I don't try to be. If everyone in the world is trying to be different, then it leaves no room for originality. I'm intelligent and witty. Though if the right buttons are pushed, I can be one of the people you wouldn't even meet in your nightmares. Just to clarify something for you people; if you call yourself a "gangster" or "emo" or "goth" or label yourself, then guess what?! You're a freaking POSER! In which case, shoot yourself you worthless slave of conformity. You're nothing, but a follower. In the end, no one will give a heck about you, or come to like you or think you're cool for you, but for what you try to be, if even that. If anything; I'm the alternate. A little bit of everything. I dress one way, but find interest in another. I love nothing more than rocking out on my air guitar to classic and 80s rock. Looks can be deceiving. I'm a little bit of everything when most people excel at one thing, when the rest is missing. There are many sides to me that other people lack. I bash perverts, yet I can be the funniest person when I joke perversely. Can't stand typical men or man whores. A "player" is the same thing as a slut/man whore. Congratulations! You've added to the world's scum. smile I'm a master of manipulation and when it comes to deceiving people; the right mind can be my playground. I observe things and people a lot, and I know the fact that they have no right or place to whine when it's we who destroy our own humanity. I love a challenge and easiness is cheap. I'm not a drama queen, but I'm amused and entertained by other people's pathetic drama. I'll laugh if you insult me. I do not waste such a strong emotion as hate or jealousy on Anyone, because still being emotions; they require passion, which means they'd have to be worth enough to care for and to feel anything at all is to care. I trust no-one, and I needn't say, but I'm one of the smartest people in my age range and beyond even. I can hold intellectual, level conversations with people trice that of my age, and yes, I'm cocky when I say; my wisdom is usually equivalent to their own. I hate sluts in denial, and find stupid sluts to be even funnier. I'm not afraid to tell a guy to go screw himself, or humiliate an ignorant person in front of anyone, anywhere. No patience exists in my life for people who have the chance to learn, yet choose to remain and act ignorant.I say what comes to my mind without limitation, and people come to respect me for it. I do not care for respect, or to lead, but I am normally the chosen leader of a group. I think fast and my tongue is even quicker. I never allow Anyone's opinions or smart remarks effect my decisions, actions, or view on myself. Confidence is key, and I've unlocked the world. wink I'm confident enough to say that I'm a little bit of everything; intellect, talent, insight and I'm more than happy with my looks. I wouldn't change a thing about myself, only strive to see what the best is that I can be as my own person; not in comparison to anyone's biased standards or views. I'm 15, currently a highschool student, I'm a goof ball a lot of the time, but it doesn't take much to find myself in a deep, intellectual conversation about law, religion, or politics. A guy has to have more to offer than predictable talents and looks. Looks can be created, worked for, or even bought these days, but talent does not come a dime a dozen, but without perseverance, talent is worthless. Sex and money should not be mistaken, nor substituted for the other; and let's throw the bullcrap aside for a moment, the world is not a just place. Everyone seems to think that the world owes them at some point in their life; get over it. You're just apart of the revolving world. You can love me or hate me; and your opinion doesn't have to effect the one that I have on myself. So either way; life goes on. At first glance at the surface one can easily mistake who I am. I'm the perfect example of "Never judge a book by it's cover." There lies an artist within my soul, an angel within my heart, and many demons within my mind. Image is nothing, but a fading illusion which is why I strive on having more to offer. I'm not looking for anything or anyone persay; I'm not too wild, but I'm not closed minded. I'm observant and though I can be very serious and love intelligent conversation; I have my nights of total abandonment of sanity and conformity long enough to let go, screaming to the world at the top of my lungs in rebellion. There lies an artist within my soul an angel within my heart, and many demons within my mind... I am unpredictable, forever changing, to fit my own tastes and interests. I am the weakness at it's finest, yet I can be the strongest will or might. I am an adventurer, A discoverer. I am darkness, yet light. I crave happiness more than anything.

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Lazy: Someone with actual intelligence who is smart enough to realize that the education system (and most of life) is screwed and ends up failing or screwing up because everything in reality is too boring.