About
As far as you're concerned, my name is Ava.
I am 21 years old, and live somewhere far, far away.
If you're reading this, then it means I have somehow interested you. Or at least, my current persona has interested you. I don't have an identity. Not a real one, really. My personality and attitude constantly change to the point where life is my stage, you are my audience, and I am merely preforming.
I suppose I'm a likeable person. I'm more of a listener than a talker. Although, in a 1x1 conversation, I generally know the right things to say in order to get what I want. Manipulation, I guess is the word.
If you're looking for a long-term thing, you're in the wrong place. But if you're looking for someone that's loyal and will be dedicated...
wait, no. That's still not me.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy company and I enjoy the feeling of being intimate with someone. But soon I will feel suffocated and will run away. I will, without warning, break all communication and possibly never speak to you again. No matter how close we are/were.
People intrigue me. I enjoy watching others interact with each other and studying how they handle certain situations. I've learned a lot by doing this, and I can generally get a read on someone right away. If I can't by their actions, then I'll know as soon as I look into their eyes. You can fake a smile or a laugh, but your eyes will always betray you.
If you're still confused by my opening paragraph, I'll try to explain. I have a habit of changing my persona to better suit the person I'm speaking with. If they are serious, I'll be equally serious. If they're an a*****e, expect me to be a b***h. If they're outgoing and giddy, I will be as well. Consider me a chameleon of sorts. I do not have an identity and I will always adapt to the environment I'm in. No matter what that environment may be.
It's a pleasure to meet you.
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