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This profile is for my aunt Ruth Joslyn, but we all just call her Baboo. She died of breast cancer in July about a week after my birthday. My name is Emily, my sister is Amanda, aka manda_says, and my cousin is Nicholas, Baboo's son, aka Hellonick666.

This is what I imagine Baboo to look like right now, so that is what I wish for this avi to look like. If you want, you can donate, it would be very nice, but you don't have to.
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Really nice people:

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Emmann123 - Sweetheart Gold Earrings

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Signs of Baboo:

User Image(Sorry about the disturbing picture of my friend xd ) Baboo is watching over Mommy!

What Sarah Said

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I've already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes 'round and everyone lift their heads
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who's gonna watch you die?

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emmann123

Report | 08/18/2007 8:26 am

emmann123

"View From Heaven"



i'm just so tired

wont you sing me to sleep

and fly through my dreams

so i can hitch a ride with you tonight

and get away from this place

have a new name and face

i just aint the same without you in my life

late night drives, all alone in my car

i can't help but start

singing lines from all our favorite songs

and melodies in the air

singin life just aint fair

sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone

and im sure the view from heaven

beats the hell out of mine here

and if we all believe in heaven,

maybe we'll make it through one more year

down here



feel your fire,

when its cold in my heart

and things sorta start

remindin' me of my last night with you

i only need one more day

just one more chance to say

i wish that i had gone up with you too

and i'm sure the view from heaven

beats the hell out of mine here

and if we all believe in heaven

maybe we'll make it through one more year

down here



you wont be comin' back

and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)

i really wish i got to say goodbye

and im sure the view from heaven

beats the hell out of mine here

and if we all believe in heaven

maybe we'll make it through one more year

i hope that all is well in heaven

cause it's all shot to hell down here

i hope that i find you in heaven

cause i'm so...

lost without you down here

you wont be coming back

and i didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye)

i really wish i got to say gooooodbye
emmann123

Report | 08/18/2007 8:20 am

emmann123

Dear Baboo,

What's up?

We all miss you, just so you know. And as you know we got back from Texas a couple weeks ago. It really wasn't the same without you. But I did have a lot of fun, and I'm sure that was some of your doing. Remember last time I didn't write a thank-you till like 3 months later?? hehe. Well I'm going to do it soon!! I promise!! Lol

Well thank you for being there.

Cuz I know you were.

I love you!

<3Emily H
emifail

Report | 05/19/2007 10:24 am

emifail

Don't you just love the outfit I made you? 4laugh

Happy Mother's Day!
emmann123

Report | 04/20/2007 10:06 pm

emmann123

Ohh...that tic tac was for baboo...uhhh sorry! haha just kidding!
Hi baboo!
Hows heaven? Purple I suspect!
When Im really sad I just try and remember good stuffs...and good memorys always has me thinking of our historic texas trip and honestly(please dont spread it around) the only part I really remember is your house, and oodles of fun! Another fun thing is I always know that someday(and I assume it will come sooner than were antisipating) me and em and everyone one by one will be there together hanging out whenever we want and laughing over stupid things like naming laytex gloves all say long. Who knows me em and nickerdoodles could even come in all at once! at the age of 80 well be sitting on some old rocking chairs laughing about reatrded things and then croak!! Wouldn't that be awesome?? Thats a prety coo way to go if you ask me. Well I just wanted to drop a line. Its nice to be able to write stuff on here....not thats its physicly checked by you but I think this is a good way for me to get my thoughts to you. Im pretty sure you do look tho......
Hope all rawks up there
remeber to eat too much cake cuz it wont make a diffrence!!
<333Emmi H
emifail

Report | 03/17/2007 10:01 pm

emifail

I miss you!

But now I can always remember you because my buliten board in my room has pictures and things about you!

I also left you a tic-tac! You can eat it when you feel like it. heart
emmann123

Report | 08/31/2006 7:41 am

emmann123

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH BABOO!
And miss you alot!
Friends 4 eva!!
<3Emily h