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The worst feelings in life;
- Being told that someone is better then you.
- Knowing that you're being lied to.
- Letting yourself be beat down.
- Crying hard.
- Losing someone close.
- Watching yourself fade away.
- Falling apart because you're alone.
- Hating yourself.
- Not being good enough.
- Being told that she's prettier.
- Being mad at someone because you're mad at yourself.
- Best friends falling apart.
- Breaking up.
- Falling out of love.
- Being used.
- Being made fun of.
- Changing for someone else.
- Realizing that he doesn't love you.
- Falling asleep alone when he should be next to you.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and never see them again. There will be a time when we only have memories to cling to..



I bite, you scream. It's all good. Perfection is unachievable and so overrated. I've been put through hell and back, I've seen things no one would want to see. I've learned things children shouldn't learn till later in life. I've grown up fast, but I'm proud of that. All my life I've looked down on myself so I could beat everyone else. I'm easily entertained and have the attention span of a gold fish. I will try to make you smile. You don't know me! My family does not accept me but who cares? I scream. I do not belong in this town. I have my own species and state of mind. Ever since I was little, I have never thought I was "cute" agree with me, disagree, I couldn't care less. I guess you could say my self-esteem sucks. Anyway, I do not say things just for people to say "oh no, you are gorgeous," or "don't say that." I don't care what people say about me. It's nothing more than words to me. I will not change myself for you or anyone. So don't expect it. By appearance, you may not think I'm unique, just following the crowd, but when you get to know me, I'm really not like anyone you've ever met. I really do love long walks on the beach, holding hands, and just talking to each other. Getting to know someone is the most important thing to me and if you don't like that get out of my life. I will say I do fall way to fast for people. I don't no why, it just happens. I have been hurt to much for my age because of it. I'm done with people taking advantage of me. Treat me with respect. Music is my life, without it I wouldn't be here. I'm in love with Silverstein. I'm addicted to pokemon, raspberry Redbulls, bmx, free style motocross, and serial killers. I make my own decisions, no one will ever make my decisions for me. Don't stick up for me, I don't like it. Don't tell me you're sorry, I don't need pity from anyone. I don't hand out second chances, it takes me a lot to give you a second chance, so if you get one, please take it. When I walk out of your life, don't expect me to be begging you to take me back, that just won't happen. Once I'm gone, I do not look back. Kayythxbye.


"One bright day in the middle of the night. Two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other. Drew their swords and shot each other. A deaf policeman heard the noise and came and killed those two dead boys." If you don't believe this lie is true. Just ask the blind man. He saw it to.

This Tetrodotoxin should be nicely into your system by now. Isolated from the liver of a Caribbean Puffer Fish. So, it paralyzes you and leaves all the other neurological functions perfectly intact. In other words, you can't move but you feel everything. It does absolutely nothing to blunt the pain and you're about to experience more of that, than you could ever ******** imagine.

Death is waiting. Hurts are blistering. Fluids are flowing. Walls are caving in. Past is fading out. Stakes are rising. Roads are unwinding. Thoughts are crossing. Brains are ********. Lord isn't looking. Hands are holding. Minds are opening. Chapters are closing. Suns are shining. Switches are flipping. Nipples are hardening. Patterns are repeating. Pupils are blowing. Moons are aligning. Times are changing. Dreams are shaping. You and me are starting something.