Name: Nicole but just call me mystic
Age: 15
Location: USA

Hi my name is Nicole, I am in 9th grade. I have a gaian boyfriend, so don't ask me to be yours at all. I love gaia very much! When I am not on gaia I like to hang out with friends, listen to music, practice soccer, and colorguard, sometimes I run, and well a lot more things. I am learning how to play the trumpet also. I love any types of rock music, especially punk rock and heavy metal. My favorite bands are listed below. I love icons. I have a whole bunch here. My favorite colors are black, red, pink, blue, limegreen, and that's about it. I like writing love quotes and love poems. There is a good love poem in my journal, but I didn't write it.



^eMoC00kies^

::FAVE_MUSIC::
My favorite bands are:
~MCR
~Fall Out Boy
~Nirvana
~All-American Rejects
~Slipknot
~Blue October
~Nickelback
~Rasmus
~Red Hot Chili Peppers
~Def Leporad
~Led Zeppelin
~Avenged Sevenfold
~Hawthorne Heights
~Kutless
~A.F.I.
~System of A Down
~Linkin Park
~H.I.M.
~Veronicas
~Disturbed
~The Used
~Kittie
~New Found Glory
~Korn
~Evanescense
~Metallica
~Blink 182
~AC/DC
~DHT
~NIN
~Panic! At the Disco
~Sum 41


^From my loving boyfriend, Ryan (aka: Blood-Ouiga)^

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle
Girl: Slow down im scared
Guy: No this is fun
Girl: No its not please its to scary
Guy: then tell me you love me
Girl: I love you slow down
Guy: Now give me a big hug
She gave him a big hug
Guy: Can you take off my helmet & put it on yourself its bothering me.
In the newspaper the next day a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were broke he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him he loved her one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love copy this in your profile.

A Boy and a Girl:

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From Elementary to High school
from begining to end.

Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.

Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the only one
who kept her from her knife.

She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth wile.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a sad song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.

He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
things would never be the same.

His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,
feeling very alone,
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.

She dialed her number,
he answered, "hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.

He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.

Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
her love for this boy,
her only obsession.

As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
He grabbed her knife,
and that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:

"she loved me so,
and she never knew
All this time,
I loved her too."

~Promise of a Lifetime~

I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away

Then I remember the pledge you made to me

[CHORUS:]
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside
I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow
Through the change

I still remember the pledge you made to me

I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside

And I am comforted

~Kutless: Promise of a Lifetime~

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~What Hurts the Most~


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret

But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…

~Rascal Flatts: What Hurts the Most~