Yeah I know not much of an expert either. My only real gf was my best friend in high school threatened to live on the street if she couldn't live with us cause she and her mom and sister never got along. Then after afew days her friend picked her up with her dad and said they could take her in. Weeks later she broke up with me claiming it was cause she was moving out of state. We only been together recent not even a month. Years later she told me it was because she didn't know what she wanted. I had nightmares about her after that break up no girl ever did that to me she was the only girl I had nightmares about. Idk if it was true love or not I pretty much lost hope for relationships after that guess I'm more afraid of being used and hurt again.
Well at least I always talk to him in private. I do not need my mom twisting him to thinking i'm over reacting. He feels bad for me but hey not much anyone can do. When stuff like this happens can't help but think if this could be your future. Pretty much scared of being in a relationship with us Swartz men attracting crazy people. Lots of my uncles have bad relationships too.
Yeah.. . Almost every day is a rough day Mom gots to start drama over nothing and my Dad's sense of humor don't help. But at least he's trying to fix things in the end he just can't seem to do anything right in my moms eyes. He's either not giving enough attention or being too possesive. Idk pretty much why I'm talking to a therapist can't help but feel abit messed up in the head at times cause of it.
Heh funny really. Kinda wished I had a kind of relationship you and Ariah have. Eh... maybe its better if I don't been burnt alot got alot of insecurity issues. If I did meet a girl I'd need lots of counsiling don't think it would be fair for the poor girl I want to date. But as for now my only priority is taking care of my little bro if anything happens to our parents. Don't know how lucky you are man not many find girls like Ariah hardly anymore. They are like a diamond hidden amongst a vally of coal. Don't you agree?
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