About

i like my boyfriend plaing on my gamecube the ps2 and the comp and going on towns going to other chatrooms talking to my boyfriend watching the big screen and of course watching tv listening to music over the comp p.s im also very random

here is my dream avi:




my heart if i get dumped



this right here is out 2 everyone of my friends.....

sry im not like everybody else sry i dnt talk alot....sry if im not perfect sry if i lied 2 u....if u liked me and and then jus stoped i would still like u jus like i still like my friend shane but he dnt like me bk...and alot of things make me cry and i mean alot of things and tht isnt no lie i cryed jus 2day....im sry if i have only sent u 5 wordd messages im sry if i dnt think wat u do....im sry if im different one thing yall prob dnt kno bout me is this i guess u didnt kno tht half the time im shy and barely talk 2 my friends but 1-5 words.....if there was sumethin we did b4 like a RP then it would mean alot 2 me bcuz i like 2 RP alot....and if it dnt mean alot 2 u like it did wit me then dnt even bring up RPing everything means alot 2 me everything u say and do will alot 2 me.....if u say i love u ill say i love u 2 i would say tht cuz i mean it and prob always have and nuthin would ever change it......and wat i left for last was this......
im very sry if i ever hurt yall in anyway and if i did tell me dnt hold it bk......

anime pics...










here is lyrics 2 my song and when i change it i change lyrics=]]

we belong together

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby!

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who I'm gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together


here is sumethin for my friends and my bf ^^


here is the guy tht i have prob hurt in many ways....i would date him if i was single and he was 2 and if he still liked me.....but im not sure if tht will happen anymore atleast....but i wish it would...his name is itachirivals



I love you so deeply, I love you so much.
I love the sound of your voice, and the way we touch.
I love your kind, thoughtful way.
The joy you bring, to my life everyday.
I love you today, as I have from the start.
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

this poem goes out 2 him...

some true pics and some just pics....







































here is a sad story:
The main theme of the song is child abuse. The song tells a story about a little girl (named Angela Carter in the music video) who's trying to deal with abuse from her alcoholic mother. Some people, including the girl's teacher, seem to notice signs of abuse, but just try to ignore it. Ultimately, the little girl is killed when her mother beats her to death in a drunken rage
The music video slightly seemed to lighten the mood of the song. In the video, the girl is befriended by a little boy, played by Alex D. Linz. Whenever this boy comes around, the girl smiles and forgets all her troubles. At the end of the video, it shows that many people love her, even when she thinks she is all alone. The boy joins her, because he cares about her and loves her. Noting from the lyrics "And she flies to a place where she's loved". While this place is not heaven, it is a place where everyone that loves her is.


Friends:
Friends are the ones,
Who are always there.
They'll always come,
No matter where.

Friends are the ones,
Who really do care,
And not just about,
The clothes you wear.
They care about you,
And cheer you up,
when your blue.

For friends are the ones,
Whom you can call,
For just a problem,
Or when you fall.

Friends are the ones,
Who are always there,
They'll always come,
Because they care!

this poem goes out to the ppl tht showed they cared loved and talked to me those ppl r:♥sunblock2000♥max20071♥Waka Koriku♥prettyhalogirl(piper)♥babyboy1122♥jack_raider♥itachisrival♥theLordofVampires♥gaaras_lil_angel♥shivers38♥meka1010♥xotox♥rang181♥mighty_bill♥jeremyC♥bonjovirules♥UltimateLlamaKing1295
♥dragonzboy90♥thunderblood♥dawga♥scoth1428♥wintersfang♥robert892♥pyhrdevil♥glitch158♥atheit night♥basketballplayer1470♥zwake1♥`Painful Bliss`♥
the here is my yahoo friends tht did the same thing
♥Mel Nasser♥jordan edwards♥Ellara Archiates♥cjosh dietz♥kelly fair♥josh jonas♥shane roberts♥the reaper(gaaras_lil_angel)♥red flame♥my_tbill♥madison killian♥kittyrobot_13♥kittykittymeow19♥katie bonstein♥justin laboucan-spence♥jay lee♥hysteric_fakerC♥gold2512♥dano gager♥damien xotox♥crimson_satan16♥blye watt♥bleu_flame12♥andrew night♥amada bergman♥ashley miller♥Erdinel Mangubat♥

here is my friends in real life

♥Miranda Rice♥Mckenzie Croft♥Kalya♥Shane Roberts♥Dustin Drew♥Josh Jonas♥Jeremy Roberts♥Jacob Jonas♥Brittany Stamey♥Miranda Oaks♥Angel Shook(my cuz)♥Katie Canipe♥E.J(my cuz)♥Shaina♥Chris♥Matty♥Brandon♥Scoti Petty♥Kyle Petty♥Santana♥Maryellen♥Steven Tallent(my bro)♥Chris Charles(my cuz)♥these ppl also helped me wit some of my problems

here is a poem in memory of my friend josh who died


josh
My feelings couldent be contained,
When i heard you where sick again.
I felt low,like dirt,
Knowing you where hurt.
When my mom said you where doining fine,
It eased my mind.
But the BLACK day came,
And there was no one to blame.
That was the day you died,
And all that day i cried.
Showing the world my hurt and pain,
Through the tears that poured like rain.
Since i didnt get to see you for the last time,
It made me a sour lime.
But what i am saying is true;
I really DO miss you.

comeing soon a song i made after this poem

here is a nother pic...