Ok two things firt my last comment bleh didn't come out how I wanted it, wasn't suppossed to make it sound like you all hate me. I know deep down you all love me hopefully. But most are prolly ticked which is easily understandable that letter was all rage that I could no longer hold on so actually I was trying to help myself unfortionatley it had real bad repurcussions obviously. Sorry again to all even Emily. I know she must feel betrayed and like crap as do her parents to I'm sure and I'[ve alreayd felt bad believe me but I'll prolly hear it again anyway. secondly, what do you mean Ben I was missing when I was needed most? When was I needed most? And Cait don't worry I'm taking good care of myself, getting sleep and eating well, you better be doing the same. If I seem out of it it's not cause of lack of sleep it's because of everyhting going on i'm in real deep s**t with my parents. They think I'm suicidal b/c that hate mail was taken as a suicide note. Stupid conselors they're idiots..
spam fairy is taking good care of himself he's eating getting sleep and actually doing much better than november. He has been getting better except for this incident w/ emily. But for himself spam fairy is being good. I have been more sleep than usual which is good and will continue to. And this applies specifically to Caitlin. you prolly read the letter I gave emily. I can't talk to her but do note that was out of raw anger and emotion that actually shouldn't have all been directed towards her. I am very sorry and don't expect her to forgive me but I am sorry. and I have been taking care of myself. So Caitlin if you're gonna hate me and no longer talk to me or be my friend please just tell me in school or in person. If you are just going to be angry for a while then I hope you can get over it. And Ben... sorry for getting your girlfriend and your girlfriend's friend pissed. Hate me or forgive me but if I recieve no word I'll assume you hate me any of you here for that matter.
yes....true but still the spam fairy sucks for being all.....grar. and not taking care of himself, he needs to SLEEP. i'm not really thinking of truly talking to him until he starts to take care of himself. or even TRY. teh spam fairy deserves a slap or two
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Oh what a wonderful world,
Child chopped down by society,
Lives upon the doorstep of doom,
Tiny cries out for something more,
Oh what a wonderful world,
Beauty swept beneath the rug,
Everlasting peace destroyed,
Innocents crushed as the only fun,
What a wonderful world,
Remarkable gates of hell await,
Footsteps darkened with blood,
Chains bound to the foot of man,
What a wonderful world,
Wish I could only fly away...
Alas my broken wing renewed,
Why does it only lead me down?
ewwww it died. oh so terribly. i need an editor. badly. or...rather....advisor? gahh i need someone to help me ><