I'm really sorry for not spending my time with you. I don't wish to cry but I just can't control my feelings, I cry when I listen to song and when I think of you. I don't believe you are dead, please don't hide anymore!
By the time you read this it might be the time you miss me, hopefully I've forgotten you already this might also be the last time I'm crying for you. It's going to be 3 years since we were separated, till this day I know that it is not my fault. The us now may be different already, contact number change, feeling change, everything changes. I won't be afraid of losing you anymore, I've grown up so my thinking must grow too, I know you really feel that I'm irritating, spoiling your life but I'm so sorry I don't mean it. Sometimes I still will miss you, by doing that I won't lead a good life, by missing you time also won't rewind so I might as well face the fact and move on, I'll get used to it. Thank you for leaving me. Maybe we will meet again the next life?
For the past few days I finally realize how you felt in the past, your days weren't easy. I'm going through the same as you, trying very hard to forget but can't because I don't bear to. I really want to know something. Can we ever go back to the happy times like how we were 3 years ago? Do we have the chance to be together again? I always feel that no matter how much we love there is no fate in-between us. I need you, I really need you in my life!
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