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hello everybody im eric lol well yea im british and i live in cali. i have my best friend gen here with me on here her name is genoa but yea shes awsome uh i am into alot of things mostely music and playing video games. thats about it thats me in a nutshell. i now just got a wounderful girl friend named sabrina we started dating on june 3. im so happy i could do a back flip lol.
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i swear this guy looks exactly like me its creepy!!!!




THE ONLY TWO GIRLS IN MY LIFE
my sister gen
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and my loving girlfriend and future wife
sabrina
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R.I.P
ERIC GRENWALD SMITH
A BELOVED FRIEND AND LOVE

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the diary of a dead man

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its a diary of a dead man what else is there to say


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Riann13_vampire_at_large

Report | 06/06/2009 9:46 pm

Riann13_vampire_at_large

...happy bday...
erine_day666

Report | 12/28/2008 9:08 pm

erine_day666

(-^-^-) hi there! i read a bit about your journal...bout' the turtle. its cute, i like trtles too. hope we can be friends.

pls add me as your friend! maraming salamat! were neighbors actually.
Phaye~Noelle

Report | 05/02/2007 3:32 pm

Phaye~Noelle

crying
Mrs.Lopez

Report | 04/07/2007 10:37 pm

Mrs.Lopez

so I know I said, I comment you like frequently yeah?
well Im sorry I know I havent well I just wanted to say
I miss you eric<33
N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

Report | 12/31/2006 8:29 pm

N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

Heyy..It's me again heh umm....You know I've convinnced myself that you aren't gone..I guess that's why I can still get up out of bed and see another day. When I first found out the first thing that rushed to my mind was I didn't get to say goodbye...and that I have to see you...But Maria told me not to to do anything stupid and no matter how much I may feel like I want to die I know I can't...People still need me (I hope) But I don't see the point in living. I've never had people that I know die before. I mean yeah I even seen it. My friends telling me how their grandparents have did and what not. And then when they start crying about it I don't know what to say..it makes me feel worthless like I am not a good person. But who cares enough about that....You know I am jealous of Genoa and Raquel...More so Genoa...They really knew who you wereI didn't and I still don't...It really hurts because I just knew you through here lolz...But when I think about it..Love comes in didfferent shappes and sizes and you find it in the wierdest places...So I guess what we had was true. I was reading a book and one of the characters said that: 'My heart just overflows with thoughts I'm so nervous being around him, it's a bittersweet feeling. But when I'm not with him, i can't wait to see him again.' When I finished reading that I cried. That's how I felt and how I still feel. Whenever I think about you my heart hurts....I wish you didn't go..I really do but I guess that's just human nature to be selfish like that. But I know that God took you back for a reason and that I know I will see you again. So Happy New Year....And I wish you would visit me in my dreams sometime. ^-^
Mrs.Lopez

Report | 12/23/2006 11:59 am

Mrs.Lopez

Hi Eric.
Well I really wanted to see you before you passed away. I really really really wanted to. And thank you for the letter you wrote me. It was nice. Uhhh yeah I'm bad at these things, sorry I'm so late. Well even though people dont know it, lol I guess I was in denial, I didnt want you to be gone so I told myself you werent, but you are, and I miss you....alot.....lol I think a little too much. I dont know why I can think of all these things to say when I'm not trying to leave a comment or message to you but when I'm trying to do it my mind goes blank lol, uhh yeah I really have no idea what to say, I think about you alot, I wonder what would be different if I knew you like knew you like actually knew you, lol I dont make sense. haha. Well You were a great friend Eric. lol it sucks cuz every good friend I make gets taken from me. My best friend in middle school, we were really close and I miss her but what can I do? Then my friend Olympia left to Dallas and Genoa, my other half (lol), will be leaving me sometime soon. And you're gone.....it isnt fair, I know I know, life isnt fair, but yeah, I dont even know what to say. I miss you. I miss talking to you, I could talk to you about anything.....anything....and I didnt feel stupid and felt my secrets would be safe with you. and funny thing is, I really trusted you, its really hard for me to trust someone but I never even well you know, and I trusted you. You're the best Eric. Sabrina was really lucky to have your love and Genoa is lucky to have you know, actually really know you, personally. Well I'm glad I atleast got to talk to you before you passed away. And I just want to let you know that I love you Eric and I miss you. You were probably one of the greatest friends I ever had. Love you always
-Raquel
genoa

Report | 12/15/2006 6:54 pm

genoa

note to self i miss you Eric. *sniffls* i need you here plz come back plz. s**t i feel like im talking to myself now. Eric you have touched us all in so many different ways thast its just so hard to belive that your really gone. i never really truely understood your song on your profile but now i do you where trying to tell me all along that you knew this was going to happen but i just never listened. i was selfish and im sorry. that song makes loads of since now everytime i hear it i think of you. i dedicated that song to you on the radio the otherday. this is what i call a tragedy come back to me comeback to me. to me.

ill leave a message on your profile every year just like sabrina because it truely dose make me feel better. because i know that maybe somewhere in some other dimension your reading it. lol silly huh. but thats how i feel. i didnt let them cremate you i forced them to barry you so i could visit you but i havnt told anyone. im the only one who knows. cause i rember you telling me to not let anyone cry over you. but sabrias right its hard not to. i miss you eric

your sister and your best friend

genoa
N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

Report | 12/09/2006 12:10 pm

N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

I can't believe your gone. I miss you sooo much. Gen told me that you didn't want me too cry over you, but it isn't fair for you to say that, I wanted to be with you. I truly did. Maybe I'm upset because I never got to hold a conversation with you or because my heart is broken ot because you died so young. I don't know but I know I'm sad and you're no longer here. Words can't express you meant to me and how much you still do. You taught me so much.....in such a little amount of time. I remeber when you told me that if you ever did pass away that you would want me to find someone else. And that if I didn't you would be sadd...I just never thought you would actually leave...I'll continue to comment your page since I feel it is the best way for me to relieve the pain I feel. But I will always and continue to pray for you. PLease be with me Eric. I still want and need you. I love you.
N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

Report | 11/26/2006 2:59 pm

N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

I miss you soo much..Please come back to me..I love you
N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

Report | 11/09/2006 3:51 pm

N.Y.s#1_ChIcK

heyy sweety...I miss you muches...I can't wait to finally see you...I love you soo much oh and it's been 5 months and 4 days since we starting dating just so you know xD

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