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If you're on a quest for something and need a little push to reach your goal, or if you are in a tight spot, I'm an adamant donator to both the site itself and to its users. Don't hesitate to message me once per week making requests. I'll fill as many as I possibly can with what I have. However, it may take a bit for me to get to work on giving you anything because my account was hacked and I can't get back into it. I'm currently using my friend, Roy's, account. I have to replace everything I had originally...

In other news, my Gaian sister, Julaylia, recently came up with the idea to form a band out of as many of our Gaian relatives as we could reasonably find a place for. The name of the band? Lacrymosa. My position in said band? Guitarist/leading vocalist.
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Rhythmic Emotions
(Non-conventional set-up)
The sun shines down on the world below,
But I can't help feeling blue
Because I get this feeling of emptiness
Whenever I think of you.

These emotions are spinning out of control
And there's not a damn thing I can do.
It's all because I'm so unhappy
And forever lonely without you.

How did you start me on this roller coaster
Where my emotions are the ones on the ride?
I don't like being so unsure of my situations
Because it's slowly killing me inside.

Yeah you've got my heart jumping,
And I can't take its rhythmic beat.
The pain is becoming just too much to bear
And there's no way to safely retreat.

I've gotten myself in so deep now,
That it's all I can do to pray
That eventually I'll see you again
Because I'm dying more every day.

These rhythmic emotions are poison,
And they're slowly killing me.
It's all because I met you,
And fell in love with you so deeply.



Shattered Hopes
(Verse 1)
It's no secret I hide from them,
I just can't bring myself to tell you.
What do I risk for love?
What is there that I would not do?

(Chorus)
There's something inside I can't let go;
There's something that I want to tell you⿿
Something you should know.

(Verse 2)
Save me before I die here;
This world is all I've known.
I've waited too long and this is the result,
My world of cold and stone.

(Verse 3)
I feel my heart is breaking
With every word I say.
I feel my sanity is leaving me
As I get through each day.

(Chorus)
There's something inside I can't let go;
There's something that I want to tell you⿿
Something you should know.

(Verse 4)
What would I say to you
If I could only speak to you?
I used to be so sure before,
But now what can I do?

(Verse 5)
I'm so afraid you'll never know⿿
So afraid my words will fall short of you.
I can't escape these feelings.
If only you knew..

(Chorus)
There's something inside I can't let go;
There's something that I want to tell you⿿
Something you should know.

(Verse 6)
I've waited too long,
And now there's no one there.
I'm begging deaf ears to save me
From a cross too heavy to bear.

(Chorus)
There's something inside I can't let go;
There's something that I want to tell you⿿
Something you should know.

(Ending CHorus)
There's something inside I can't let go;
There's something that's killing me,
But you will never know...



Wait
(Verse 1)
I've become so unsure.
I try to close the door,
But I still feel so lonely
Inside.
Each time I try,
The feelings I can't hide
Make me break down and cry
Again..

(Chorus)
The world just seems so blue to me;
There's nothing I can do.
No matter what the others say
I know it's because of you.

I'm not sure what I'm waiting for,
Or why I love you so.
But every time I look at you
I'm broken to the core.
I wish I could say what I feel
But that's just not my style
So I'll wait here forever
I'll wait here forever
For you..

(Verse 2)
You break my heart
When you wanna be apart.
The hours of the day aren't long
Enough.
Tear down my soul;
I'll never be whole.
This life is getting tough
To live..

(Chorus)
The world just seems so blue to me;
There's nothing I can do.
No matter what the others say
I know it's because of you.

I'm not sure what I'm waiting for,
Or why I love you so.
But every time I look at you
I'm broken to the core.
I wish I could say what I feel
But that's just not my style
So I'll wait here forever
I'll wait here forever
For you..

(Verse 3)
I'll keep on waiting for you
It's all I know how to do
I only wish that you knew
But I'll keep waiting for you

(As music softens to almost a fade-out, spoken quietly & sadly}
I love you..



That's What I Get
(Verse 1)
I wish patience weren't a virtue;
I'd have a little more.
I wish life weren't so bad;
I'd walk right out that door.

(Bridge)
If sadness had a limit,
I'd still be drowning here,
And if you agreed to stay forever,
I'd still shed a saddened tear.

(Chorus)
Let go, let go,
You're pulling me down;
I gave you my hand,
Now you're making me drown.
I guess that's what I get
For believing in you.
I guess that's what I get,
That's what I get,
That's what I get for believing..

(Verse 2)
I wish you didn't like me;
Maybe then I could stand you.
I wish that I could lie;
Maybe then you wouldn't lie, too.

(Bridge)
If I couldn't bleed at all,
I'd still be bleeding inside,
And if you're so observant,
Why didn't you see my soul had died?

(Chorus)
Let go, let go,
You're pulling me down;
I gave you my hand,
Now you're making me drown.
I guess that's what I get
For believing in you.
I guess that's what I get,
That's what I get,
That's what I get for believing..

(Verse 3)
Maybe it's all your fault;
All you do is sip your wine.
But maybe, just maybe, it's not;
In retrospect, it's mine.

(Bridge)
I never should have cared;
If I hadn't, I would be free.
I should have seen right through you,
Like how you see through me.

(Chorus)
Let go, let go,
You're pulling me down;
I gave you my hand,
Now you're making me drown.
I guess that's what I get
For believing in you.
I guess that's what I get,
That's what I get,
That's what I get for believing..

(After music stops, sadly)
In you..

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