My names Brittney, im 16 years old & been through my own handful of bullshit in life. But I dont let that s**t bring me down any longer. Ive learned to deal, learn & grow from every bump in the road I come along. Noone can keep me down for long, ill always get right back up. Not my family, not my closest of friends, not those I fall for the hardest. Noone. Only I decide when to throw in the towel, and trust me, with the help & friends I have, that day will never come. Only death can stop me.
I usually have an optimistic view on life, with a realists twist. I believe life will ALWAYS get better when things get bad & try to keep on smiling through it all. But in people, I keep the worst of happening with them always in mind. When people tell me theyll do something, I usually dont expect them to actually do it. I dont like being let down, so this way I prevent myself from it, & if they prove me wrong, thats great. Id love to believe that peace could someday exist in this world, but I honestly know it wont. Theres always going to be hate, anger, prejudice, & wars. Always. People are too proud to swallow theyre pride for peace.
I find the simplest things in life always bringing me up when im down, such as my fave food/drink, pictures of friends, memories, a cute text, anything of the sort. Its how I keep my head up, because I know that I atleast have that one small thing that brings joy to me. It may sound lame, but it works for me. Id much rather let something small make me happy then nothing at all & mope around like a little b***h.
I havent been the best kid & I may do something you may not approve of, but its my life. Yes, thats probably very childish of me to say, but I DO NOT like being griped at for my own personal choices. I live to have fun, be happy, make my own mistakes & choices & grow from them. Let me learn from my mistakes. I HATE being told what and what not to do. I want to live my own life, not yours.
Im currently a Junior in high school, ive put school off slightly the past year, but im fixing that up this year. I dont want to be just another ******** up teenager. I want to know whats going on, I want to make my mom proud of me, I dont want to constantly worry if im passing or not. & im doing that this year. Im going to beauty school after high school to be a hair stylist. & I also am going to become a bartender. I plan on someday owning both my own salon & bar. You may not think much of my dreams, but I do. Its things i would enjoy. & I would rather be poor but love me just then rich & miserable. Money isnt everything. & I can get along with those jobs.
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