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my story
well i guess it will be my story
well i guess it will be my story
Last Login: 07/28/2010 11:37 pm
Registered: 02/22/2008
Gender: Female
Birthday: 02/02
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So you want me to tell you something about
myself? I don't have anything to say. Even if I
did you'd be wrong to
believe me. Trust is a lie. Nobody ever knows
any more.
-nathan scott
Be careful with his heart.
It's more fragile than you think
Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that
can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know,
turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three
people don't know each other.
As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone.
ppl always leave but u can stop thm
go over there -------->>>>>
There's no shame in being afraid.
Hell, we're all afraid. What you gotta do is figure out what you're afraid of,
because when you put a face on it you can beat it.
Better yet, you can use it. Looking back on what I said
all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things
turn out the
way you wanted them to is a measure
of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure.
6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one."
once u loose urself u have 2 options loose urself completly or find who u usta be
sometimes people put up walls not to keep u away but to see who cares enough to tear them down
every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music
pple who belong 2gether always find their way in the end
i wish a friendship like this always lasts...
sigh-when did i put this up?
Sometimes i wonder if
anything's absolute anymore.
Is There Still right and wrong?
Good and bad?
Truth and lies?
Or is everything negotiable,
left to interpretation, grey.
Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth,
transform it, cause we're faced with things
that are not of our own making.
And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts
sometimes the people you love the most leave, they leave because their scared they might love you back
People are gonna disappoint u .. i get that .. i kinda of expect that ... but i dont know what if you wake up one day and realize ur the disappointment
I was so scared, I was so terrified.
Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you...
I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters.
~Naley 4ever!
Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred. How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?"
"There are 82 letters in here and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day but I never sent them because I was afraid. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so bad. And I was afraid to be vulnerable and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did but I just thought that you should know... this is how I spent my summer Luke, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it
The hardest part of saying goodbye
is having to do it again every single day.
Every day we face the same
truth that life is fleeting that
our time here is short and to
honor the fallen we must live our own lives well.
Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up
Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy."
sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other persons feelings are real
You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21, and retire at 65. So who can say what age you have to be to find your true love?
Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead…but when you're young, one hour can change everything
I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul
I wanna help someone. I wanna reach to that girl or that boy who wakes up one day and feels like it's not worth it any more. It's like... I don't need to be famous, and I don't need all the money in the world. It's not about that. It's about that girl who's having a horrible day, and she hears your song, and for five minutes there's hope, ya know? It's like for five minutes the world's not such a scary place for her anymore. You ask what's going to be enough? That would be enough. That would be more than enough
Let’s play TRUTH OR DARE! Or just DARE, because nobody really tells the TRUTH anymore… ~Brooke
So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination
they say we leave this world just the way we came into it--naked and alone. So if we do leave with nothing, what then, is a measure of life? Is it defined by the people we choose to love? Or is it simply measured by our accomplishments? And what if we fail? or are never truly loved? What then? Can we ever measure up? Or will the quiet desperation of a life gone wanting, drive us mad?
the day that you stop believing in love it the day that you're wrong."
L:is it impossible for u to 4gve me? i 4gave u. B:4 what? L:4 sleeping with chris keller. B: AND YOU KNOW WHAT LUCAS i loved u 4 that...u had such grace in that moment that i fell IN LOVE with u all over again... i ju.. i cant believe you would use it now as a bargaining chip l: no im not im not im not i just need you to trust me and believe me when i tell you that my heart is with u. and a part of me feels like ever since we got back together u've been waiting.. waiting to push me away B: oh great u kiss peyton AGAIN and IM pushing u away ..... l: i love u brooke i dont know how else to say it B: how about how u show it. im not pushing u away lucas i am holding on for dear life but i need u to need me back. okay why wouldnt u tell me about the kiss and why wouldnt u call me when u were away and why wont u just let me all the way in .... L: plz dont be mad brooke B: im not mad...im not mad
Reporter: I’m here with student council president Brooke Davis. Brooke, can you put into words, how you might be feeling about this tragedy? Brooke: You should be ashamed of yourself. There are kids inside our school fearing for their lives right now. Terrified that someone’s gonna put a gun in their face and pull the trigger! And you want to know how I’m feeling? Our pain is not a comity for you. It’s not a news bite to boost your ratings, because tomorrow, or the next day, or the next week, when we go back to school, changed forever by a day that will never leave us, where are you gonna be? At the next tragedy thrusting your microphone in the face of next fractured person asking them how they feel? Lady that is not journalism, you are not contributing anything to society. You are buzzards circling the carnage but you pray on the living. That is how I’m feeling,but something tells me that your not going to air that!
anorexia is a disease not a fashion statment
You know that romantic notion that all the garbage and pain is actually really healing, and beautiful, and sort of poetic? It's not, it's just garbage and it's pain. You know what's better? love. The day that you start thinking that love is overrated is the day that you're wrong. The only thing wrong with love, and faith, and belief is not having it
most people dont know who they are thats why they lie they are afraid that som1 else will figure it out be4 them
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Life is only as how you percept it.
That's what reality is in life, we make it our own.
But you know what; perfection isn't everything ((dur)).
I'd like to believe 'good' is better than 'perfect'.
Aawwe. Is this an at-home issue you're referring to? If it is, I'm sorry. Sometimes I feel it's better just to stay in school...even though that'd of corse not make anything better, considering I haven't any friends. ):
And yea, my dad and I argue a lot more now...I think I've grown an attitude, as well as him becoming more negative...but I love him. So we'll work through this.
Whatever it is, obviously you've got to face up to your problems. Hang in there.
Pain is only weakness leaving the body.
((Am SO loving that quote right there...))
So what's up?
(( And sorry, leaving now...today my dad's set me a curfew, turn off the computer and be in bed by eleven. :l Nightttt. (: ))
Queer question.
I'm not sure, Mello, but I can say that you can either oppose the world, try to fight it, and live your own experiences as a human being, as yourself, or you can learn to take the heat, and try to adapt ((not always necessarily in the conforming way, you can find your own way if so be it)) so as we can better our own lives.
Why do you ask, what's going on? Haven't spoken with you in a while. o;
you? although, i bet i can guess from your name razz