Hmm April of 2018 I was living Nextdoor to my future wife with a ex of mine if you could believe that haha about 4 months away from a situation that would take 5 years of my life I’ll never get back.. are we even ? Will you ever talk to me now that I’m physically able to talk to you?? I hope you know a lot of the times while we was messaging in the past two years I couldn’t be specific because my entire life is read through so yeah.. am I ******** up for wanting to talk? I don’t blame you for leaving and I understand what was going to happen.. I just wish for so many things to be different I mean IM DIFFERENT ..I get it your afraid of me.. it’s cool I guess I thought that maybe if you actually knew my story you would of seem that my goal was never to meet anyone or even take this place seriously if you ever just want to know the half you never had I’m willing to give it to you… I ain’t justifying anything n I never stood from nothing I hope you know that like that’s me in general.. talk anywhere but here you say… shoot me a place I’ll be there .. whatever just please do it soon because I don’t know how much time I got I know you always say I’m paranoid n I overthink but I’m serious days I feel like there numbered and I could never rest knowing you never got me for what I am… I’m still your boy blaze I know I’m stupid n I just… I just don’t have words for what I’m even trying to say… I feel buggy n bothersome .. I’m scared.. I’m me
I understand if this is goodbye I really do.. DEUCEZALLYSON
-KingBlay-Z046
Reading your comments is like a movie to me because through every scenario I ran right to your comments to tell you what I was doing which is why I needed these to piece together my story from the beginning
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