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Manic Awakening Report | 05/12/2013 10:26 am

Not for a good long while now if they let use go. I need my license and Chipmunk just quit. -_- On top of that there is a new waiting list and they want to know more of why we want to go there and not another center because it is out of our rang so they may not even let us go anymore.

Manic Awakening Report | 05/09/2013 4:45 am

Awe thanks =] I didn't know you guys would find out so soon mrgreen how are you?

Manic Awakening Report | 04/25/2013 9:26 am

Are you better now though?

Manic Awakening Report | 04/25/2013 7:39 am

I didn't mean to make you feel that way, it wasn't to upset you.

Manic Awakening Report | 04/24/2013 6:33 pm

I know. I do get positive again but god forbid I have a moment of weakness. I know people have to do things they don't want to do, I have done that a lot in my life, I get it.

Manic Awakening Report | 04/24/2013 6:06 pm

Okay. I usually get back up there but I'm just not doing good right now, that was all I was saying.

Manic Awakening Report | 04/24/2013 5:34 pm

I will probably feel better later but I sure don't feel like it now. I love them and I worked hard to get them. I feel so pretty with them in. I felt free. I little bit more like me but I feel so attacked now from these ******** that don't care. I am trying to piece myself together and make myself how I want to be and how I want to be seen. Thank you for the complement by the way, it helps. Right now I don't really have any self confidence. I crashed.

Manic Awakening Report | 04/24/2013 4:29 pm

I am just not having a good day at all. People can't leave well enough alone. I am having one of those days where I just feel disposable to everyone around me. Alone, isolated, whatever you want to call it. My hair was "okayed" by Raney but some staff are so 'offended' they are harassing him to force me to get rid of it. I need to get out of here, I need to cry. They are trying to find any little thing wrong with me, some think it is really cool and like it. I just want to feel okay with myself and whole again, instead everything I am and all I love is being stripped from me. I feel so unfeminine with my hair as it was, I can't wear make up, no nail polish, I am not aloud to have nails period, trying to get rid of my dreads, some have questioned if the only pair of shorts I have are to short. They don't care that I am a good worker, I am stripped of my likes, religious preference, appearance, and sometimes even my art. I can't hang some stuff up or they restrict my painting time. I feel so caged right now. It is like me as a human is all to the whim of what others want. It is like I have no choice. rolleyes

Manic Awakening Report | 04/24/2013 2:43 pm

I can't go to AT without it so I hop I do get in soon, I have bigger worries on my mind right now though

Manic Awakening Report | 04/21/2013 7:46 pm

No it works like class periods now. So I have to wait