Q AQ Omg I forgot to respond!! I'm sorry! -throws self off a cliff-
I did end up making a SL blog though! I haven't done too much with it yet but I'm having fun~ http://sooyun-ichtama.tumblr.com ^ u^
^ u^b No worries! Things happen! RL is more important than checking gaia!
Haha yeah, I remember that. I was never one of those "well known" vendor/exchangers but I definitely
made a bunch of gold from doing that stuff. And then I spent it all on art. LOL. I was well known in the art
forums more than anything! And I guess at a time, for my avatars as well. Though I've since burned out
on all of my creativity here. + v+
Oh yeah of course! It's going to take a lot of time to stop thinking about it though. Especially
considering how long it went on and then the terms I left on. 8( I'm pretty sure there will be some days I want
to turn around and try to talk to her again, but for now how I feel is enough to keep me far away. I think it'll last
long enough for me to keep the pattern and not speak to her again. If not I have many things and people to remind
me why I shouldn't step foot near her again. lol
:'D Yay I'm glad you like it! The graphics are pretty amazing, but if you have a laptop they can pretty much destroy
it. LOL. I mean I have a gaming laptop, but I still have to set the graphics down when I'm not taking pictures!
There are a lot of cute clothes! The designers I know of are very talented. * u* and it's not like gaia in terms of items,
they're all made from different individuals who have stores on there. Some of them make a lot of money since you can convert their
currency to cash! They just cash in what they get from people buying their stuff~
I'm considering it but my anxiety is so high most days I feel like I'd get a lot of attention and it's overwhelming. ////
I think that's really what's stopped me from doing it to be honest! Well that and I'm not sure how to go about it, since I wouldn't make
a whole other blog! Maybe just to reblog stuff and talk about it I guess. ' v' I'm still thinking hard about it!
Yeah there's no set price anymore. I don't know if it's because no one knows
the market prices anymore or no one bothers to check. LOL I used to be good at that but now I'm all
8( Wtf is the value of this thing? I remember everyone loved having people around, now they just let the
shop die if no one orders.
It could be the same for my mom. xD When I was younger I lived with my dad for quite a bit and then my bf
so she didn't really get to see me that often. But she definitely likes me staying here because I don't fuss
when she wants me to do chores (even though I usually get to them before she even asks)
I only lived there from January to the end of March this year when I left and cut her off completely. It's funny
to think how much damage one can do in such a short period of time. I have to keep telling myself that in
order not to go back. It was always me apologizing when we had fights and she'd remove me from skype
and everything like she never cared. And she was always waiting for that email stating that I was wrong
about everything even though her actions were never justified. I'm just glad I've kept myself from doing that
again. But I think in order to keep doing that, I have to never forgive her or I will cave and let her back in. But
it's funny because I really don't remember anything good about her, so why should I want to keep her around or
bring her back into my life? My brain is so odd. 8( I guess because I care 1000% about my friends and I'll jump
through hopes and drop everything to be there for them when something happens. I was there for her a LOT and
she never really showed any appreciation for it.
Second Life is extremely neat! I love it so much. LOL. It's very money/time consuming though as a blogger.
As a regular person just coming in to chat and meet new friends it's really fun. Of course everyone gets to that point
where they're like I WANT MY AVATAR TO LOOK GOOD TOO. Especially if you look at a bunch of blogs. I was
considering making a second tumblr for my SL blogging because a couple people asked me about my pic on there
and seemed interested in me having one. So maybe I'll crack down and do that some time. I haven't really checked
out the SL tumblr community and I feel like it would make the experience a lot cooler.
xD Not rude at all! Honestly I don't see any spark in the art shops anymore.
The enthusiasm, the friendliness, I don't see any of it anymore. It definitely is rare to find the golden ones.
Hahaha that's usually how it goes right? My mom loves me because I keep her house clean. :v
Yeah, the thing is we met irl a couple of times before she begged me to come live with her when stuff was going on!
And I was stupid all like yeah sure why not. Then I learned. Going to visit her =/= going to live with her.
Her personality completely changed when I went to live there. She threatened me with a knife, she told me to get over my
depression, she laughed at me because I had a panic attack when I had to go outside by myself. Like really it just all added
up in the end and I'm like WOW. I am never talking to her ever again. She bought me stuff against my will (I didnt even know that
was a legitimate thing until I dealt with her. She bought me a $500 computer for Christmas last year only to turn around and take
it back when she started treating me like s**t while I lived there. That's not the only thing though.) And that was not even the half of it.
Like it was 100% awful and made my depression 1000% worse. 8( She is definitely out of my life. For good this time. LOL.
The first sign was something I shouldn't have ignored. When my dad passed away last year she knew how much he meant to me and
didn't bother to talk to me except when she wanted something from me. I should have kept her out then. 8( Sometimes I think I'm far
too nice of a person for this s**t. LOL.
Same. LOL Yeah, mostly everyone I remember being here is long gone.
Even the art community seems 90% slower than it used to be. It's sad how when time passes things just die out.
Thank you! And good luck with yours too! My mom wants to keep me here forever, but my stepdad "wants his house back". xD
I'm definitely glad too, especially since I learned my lesson. 8( But it sucks because it was someone I met here originally,
and I knew her for over 9 years before all of that came to an end. I honestly thought she'd change but meeting her irl showed me
just how fake/two-faced she really was all this time. 8( This time she won't be so lucky with being forgiven!
Oh it's like a legit blog! I don't really blog on social networking sites really other than reblogging stuff on tumblr (which has become rare)
It's like you take your own pictures and stuff. Only it's for a virtual world. cool;; I'm awful at explaining so have a link LOL.sakakyoku.blogspot.com
Yeah. LOL It's very offputting and I can't keep up with it anymore..
I could barely keep up with the billions, then once I did everything was like SIKE. IT'S TRILS NOW.
I'm just kind of lurking here and there. xD My initial plan was to quit but I keep hopping back and forth
between this site and another. It's okay, I understand! We all get busy sometimes and you couldn't help that. 8(
Oh gosh, well congrats! That sounds exciting~ Sorry about the relationship troubles though. Those are never fun. + v+
I'm glad it didn't get in the way of your goals though! Haha living with parents nowadays immediately makes people go
UGH I NEED TO MOVE OUT. I have no choice rn though so. 8( Until then! I hope to be living in my own place
within the next year or two!
I haven't really been up to too much really! Just focusing on blogging and playing games with friends and stuff.
Nothing too interesting irl since what happened back then.. well except a falling out with a "friend" who I was staying with.
That's probably better to not even explain, basically the gist of it is she was emotionally abusive and controlling. 8(
omg I know even the market is dead. It's such a weird change. :c
It's not worth selling art for gold anymore it's all about the items. LOL Gold seems worthless.
N'aw well it was nice to see you drop in! I've been alright! A lot happened last year and it's still
kind of tough to deal with but things are going alright atm!
How have you been other than busy with uni!
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Q AQ Omg I forgot to respond!! I'm sorry! -throws self off a cliff-
I did end up making a SL blog though! I haven't done too much with it yet but I'm having fun~
http://sooyun-ichtama.tumblr.com ^ u^
^ u^b No worries! Things happen! RL is more important than checking gaia!
Haha yeah, I remember that. I was never one of those "well known" vendor/exchangers but I definitely
made a bunch of gold from doing that stuff. And then I spent it all on art. LOL. I was well known in the art
forums more than anything! And I guess at a time, for my avatars as well. Though I've since burned out
on all of my creativity here. + v+
Oh yeah of course! It's going to take a lot of time to stop thinking about it though. Especially
considering how long it went on and then the terms I left on. 8( I'm pretty sure there will be some days I want
to turn around and try to talk to her again, but for now how I feel is enough to keep me far away. I think it'll last
long enough for me to keep the pattern and not speak to her again. If not I have many things and people to remind
me why I shouldn't step foot near her again. lol
:'D Yay I'm glad you like it! The graphics are pretty amazing, but if you have a laptop they can pretty much destroy
it. LOL. I mean I have a gaming laptop, but I still have to set the graphics down when I'm not taking pictures!
There are a lot of cute clothes! The designers I know of are very talented. * u* and it's not like gaia in terms of items,
they're all made from different individuals who have stores on there. Some of them make a lot of money since you can convert their
currency to cash! They just cash in what they get from people buying their stuff~
I'm considering it but my anxiety is so high most days I feel like I'd get a lot of attention and it's overwhelming. ////
I think that's really what's stopped me from doing it to be honest! Well that and I'm not sure how to go about it, since I wouldn't make
a whole other blog! Maybe just to reblog stuff and talk about it I guess. ' v' I'm still thinking hard about it!
Yeah there's no set price anymore. I don't know if it's because no one knows
the market prices anymore or no one bothers to check. LOL I used to be good at that but now I'm all
8( Wtf is the value of this thing? I remember everyone loved having people around, now they just let the
shop die if no one orders.
It could be the same for my mom. xD When I was younger I lived with my dad for quite a bit and then my bf
so she didn't really get to see me that often. But she definitely likes me staying here because I don't fuss
when she wants me to do chores (even though I usually get to them before she even asks)
I only lived there from January to the end of March this year when I left and cut her off completely. It's funny
to think how much damage one can do in such a short period of time. I have to keep telling myself that in
order not to go back. It was always me apologizing when we had fights and she'd remove me from skype
and everything like she never cared. And she was always waiting for that email stating that I was wrong
about everything even though her actions were never justified. I'm just glad I've kept myself from doing that
again. But I think in order to keep doing that, I have to never forgive her or I will cave and let her back in. But
it's funny because I really don't remember anything good about her, so why should I want to keep her around or
bring her back into my life? My brain is so odd. 8( I guess because I care 1000% about my friends and I'll jump
through hopes and drop everything to be there for them when something happens. I was there for her a LOT and
she never really showed any appreciation for it.
Second Life is extremely neat! I love it so much. LOL. It's very money/time consuming though as a blogger.
As a regular person just coming in to chat and meet new friends it's really fun. Of course everyone gets to that point
where they're like I WANT MY AVATAR TO LOOK GOOD TOO. Especially if you look at a bunch of blogs. I was
considering making a second tumblr for my SL blogging because a couple people asked me about my pic on there
and seemed interested in me having one. So maybe I'll crack down and do that some time. I haven't really checked
out the SL tumblr community and I feel like it would make the experience a lot cooler.
xD Not rude at all! Honestly I don't see any spark in the art shops anymore.
The enthusiasm, the friendliness, I don't see any of it anymore. It definitely is rare to find the golden ones.
Hahaha that's usually how it goes right? My mom loves me because I keep her house clean. :v
Yeah, the thing is we met irl a couple of times before she begged me to come live with her when stuff was going on!
And I was stupid all like yeah sure why not. Then I learned. Going to visit her =/= going to live with her.
Her personality completely changed when I went to live there. She threatened me with a knife, she told me to get over my
depression, she laughed at me because I had a panic attack when I had to go outside by myself. Like really it just all added
up in the end and I'm like WOW. I am never talking to her ever again. She bought me stuff against my will (I didnt even know that
was a legitimate thing until I dealt with her. She bought me a $500 computer for Christmas last year only to turn around and take
it back when she started treating me like s**t while I lived there. That's not the only thing though.) And that was not even the half of it.
Like it was 100% awful and made my depression 1000% worse. 8( She is definitely out of my life. For good this time. LOL.
The first sign was something I shouldn't have ignored. When my dad passed away last year she knew how much he meant to me and
didn't bother to talk to me except when she wanted something from me. I should have kept her out then. 8( Sometimes I think I'm far
too nice of a person for this s**t. LOL.
N'aw thank you! ; v; <3 Blogging is so much fun!
Same. LOL Yeah, mostly everyone I remember being here is long gone.
Even the art community seems 90% slower than it used to be. It's sad how when time passes things just die out.
Thank you! And good luck with yours too! My mom wants to keep me here forever, but my stepdad "wants his house back". xD
I'm definitely glad too, especially since I learned my lesson. 8( But it sucks because it was someone I met here originally,
and I knew her for over 9 years before all of that came to an end. I honestly thought she'd change but meeting her irl showed me
just how fake/two-faced she really was all this time. 8( This time she won't be so lucky with being forgiven!
Oh it's like a legit blog! I don't really blog on social networking sites really other than reblogging stuff on tumblr (which has become rare)
It's like you take your own pictures and stuff. Only it's for a virtual world. cool ;; I'm awful at explaining so have a link LOL.sakakyoku.blogspot.com
Yeah. LOL It's very offputting and I can't keep up with it anymore..
I could barely keep up with the billions, then once I did everything was like SIKE. IT'S TRILS NOW.
I'm just kind of lurking here and there. xD My initial plan was to quit but I keep hopping back and forth
between this site and another. It's okay, I understand! We all get busy sometimes and you couldn't help that. 8(
Oh gosh, well congrats! That sounds exciting~ Sorry about the relationship troubles though. Those are never fun. + v+
I'm glad it didn't get in the way of your goals though! Haha living with parents nowadays immediately makes people go
UGH I NEED TO MOVE OUT. I have no choice rn though so. 8( Until then! I hope to be living in my own place
within the next year or two!
I haven't really been up to too much really! Just focusing on blogging and playing games with friends and stuff.
Nothing too interesting irl since what happened back then.. well except a falling out with a "friend" who I was staying with.
That's probably better to not even explain, basically the gist of it is she was emotionally abusive and controlling. 8(
omg I know even the market is dead. It's such a weird change. :c
It's not worth selling art for gold anymore it's all about the items. LOL Gold seems worthless.
N'aw well it was nice to see you drop in! I've been alright! A lot happened last year and it's still
kind of tough to deal with but things are going alright atm!
How have you been other than busy with uni!