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Carnanum's Open Journal Of Contemplation & Reflection

A journal/weblog with entries about anything and everything, including but not limited to things that concern me and people I know.

Things to know about me (for your protection)

Well mostly anything you need to know about me is found all over my page here, but lemme see what else there is to say...
Well firstly you'll want to keep in mind that I'm mentally unstable, though you don't have to worry about my head exploding, I'll live, really =]
I can be either simple or complicated, or both at the same time, I like people who are the same, you can see my hobbies and interests in the tags section but to briefly explain myself:



-Music, part of life as much as food and breathing fresh air, without it I'd probably die, you can see my favourite type of stuff in the Favourite Music/Bands section
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-(Electric) Guitar, updated! For a while now I've got a sexy (brand-new) B.C. Rich Warlock axe! (Bronze series, completely black) It plays great and sounds even better =] Also I've finally started taking guitar lessons - from my older cousin, he's a great teacher (and also a great acoustic/electric guitar player, drummer AND singer) and I'm making (according to him and others) vast progress myself too, couldn't be more proud ^^ User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.



-Drawing, though I like it a lot, I'm crap at it and still have to practice more, my inspiration here is much greater than it is with eg. writing fiction but if you can't do much more than draw stickmen it's a dead end, yes? (wish this was my work) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.



-Writing, updated as well! Yes recently I've written a little bit on my planned fantasy novel and I should keep it up now things are starting to look better for me, also I'm considering writing other stories as well. - Just so you know, if and when my first novel comes out, you'll be SURE to recognize it if you, eg. read the back.



-Games, well yes I'm still a gamer, and have been for quite a while. I'm open to all kinds of stuff, from platformers to racing games or action, as well as strategy games or things like Gaia. My computer is clogged with First Person Shooter (FPS, not to be mistaken with Frames Per Second, though also applicable there) games such as Counter-Strike (Condition Zero) and Command & Conquer: Renegade, but I'm a true Warcraft fan and play a lot on consoles. I own a 'Cube and my brother recently got a PS3, my fave games are things like Resident Evil and Eternal Darkness, Metroid Prime, Guitar Hero, Jak 3, Resistance: Fall of Man, and tons more. I STOPPED PLAYING WORLD OF WARCRAFT AGAIN A WHILE AGO (and re-installed) a bunch of other/older games, which are great fun too! Though I play less online now.
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-Horror, I'm definitely not very resistant to "heavy" gore and plainly wrong things in some films, but I like watching them nonetheless. One of my absolute favourites, also listed in my Movies section (and the first one that always springs to mind) is Sleepy Hollow, which is about the story of the Headless Horseman, featuring Johnny Depp, Christina Ricci and Christopher Walken (nice combo there), but besides movies, you'll have noticed me mentioning Resident Evil above, I believe games are a great way to transfer scaryness onto players/viewers because they get to immerse themselves more directly in the creepy worlds of horror, in the case of Eternal Darkness and Resident Evil that's done beautifully, and I love that stuff. - FOR THE RECORD - I've recently seen a pathetic 2 horror movies and neither of them very good. The Forest is quite possibly the worst film I've ever seen and Eight Legged Freaks can hardly be called horror, it's "icky" with lotsa spiders, sure, but it's more of a comedy than a horror once you get over the little shivers of seeing 'em critters crawl around everywhere.
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-Darkness(?), it appeals to me and interests me because it's greatly mysterious in many ways but still so simple, yet undefinable and raw. Everyone has heard tens of stories, seen hundreds of films, and must have played a thousand games involving something dark, usually common things like evil overlords, mysterious creatures from other dimensions, things from hell and more insidious yet less worldly entities, I love how this essence keeps everything in balance and I also love thinking about all the possibilities that it creates, it's a great thing for authors and artists too ofcourse, and I hope to impress a lot of people with my personal interpretation of darkness in my aforementioned fantasy novel.
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That was a not-so-quick sum-up of my interests and hobbies, and I'll be adding more later. Hmmmm...considering using some custom sections for this stuff now xD

What's going on with me?

-More or less having "school" times and cos of the above not being on Gaia all the time, but YES I am working on my profile and stuff still!
-WHEN I have the inspiration, writing a bit
-Scribbling little things on pieces of paper
-I'VE GOT A GUITAR TEACHER! WHOOHOO!
-My domain works, forums too, but I'm not using either right now xD
-Kinda let my journal bleed to death before it started life, maybe for some other time.
-Still don't know how to make my background image "hover", though not that I mind seeing miss rock chick that many times xD

Carn's Notes

Hey I didn't think it'd be much fun if I only allowed people on my friends list to make comments about me and my profile (even though they're probably the coolest people on Gaia ^^) so I set posting comments to public.

HOWEVER,
-I only accept constructive criticism, no "you suck" posts or anything bout my mom.
-As soon as I see spam/chain/nonsense posts about stuff like sending something to 15 other people else my lovelife will suck or other things like "I like bananas", I'll delete it.
-No crap like posts with enormous blank spaces or ridiculous images, also no links to stuff I don't like or want.

I'll keep a list of people who's comments I've deleted and I'll be sure to let everyone know why those people are better off on everyone's ignore list. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR VISITING! (*snigger*)
 

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Nyannza Report | 12/06/2008 6:54 am
Nyannza
Haha I hardly ever go on MSN! I've been super busy lately!
Nyannza Report | 10/28/2008 9:19 pm
Nyannza
I'm doing great, and I'm not on very often now either. User Image
Nyannza Report | 10/24/2008 4:02 pm
Nyannza
How've you been? User Image
sweetest_fairy Report | 07/21/2008 12:34 am
sweetest_fairy
It iiiis...not gonna argue ^^ hehehe
sweetest_fairy Report | 07/06/2008 8:01 am
sweetest_fairy
Hey dude...Wazaaaaaaa
wishesinthedark2007 Report | 06/20/2008 10:46 am
wishesinthedark2007
LOL razz



Congratulations!







=]
StarGuardianMarie Report | 06/02/2008 3:46 pm
StarGuardianMarie
yea i know i havent been listening to anybody at school they can all jus burn in hell for all i care
StarGuardianMarie Report | 05/27/2008 5:12 pm
StarGuardianMarie
lol it seems like a long story. well i have been busy tryin to get my music together and tryin to pass the 10th grade but its not goin well because people are giving me problems and they want me to kill myself.
StarGuardianMarie Report | 05/25/2008 7:16 am
StarGuardianMarie
how did u neglect ur friends?? well actually why have u
StarGuardianMarie Report | 05/21/2008 4:04 pm
StarGuardianMarie
hey how are u doin me im ok jus real busy i really miss talkin to u
 
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"Deep into that darkness peering,
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wondering,
fearing,
doubting..."
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