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Epsiloth Report | 12/24/2025 6:49 pm

sigh.... well well.. A LOT has happened my dear... long story short..

* the annoying one.. yeah, i don't have anything to do wih him anymore. i couldn't keep up with all his insecurities and lies, so.. i know for a fact that he's not a bad person, but he's just not right for me.
* the old friend whom i recconnected with.. well yeah, he's divorced and has 2 underaged daughters, so yeah, those are his responsabilities..
i another turn of events... this month has been FULL of surprises.
it turns out he confessed to me that he wants to be my GIRLFRIEND, not my boyfriend, but that in the same way he doesn't feel ready for any relationship yet so he..? (by this time idk how to call him anymore i swear) asked me for some time and space to clear his head.. sigh* girl.. i swear i wont fall for ANYYYYYY person, except for my fictional book characters. those never betray me. like.. ever.
im so.. pissed off? i mean, i was kinda ready to try him(her) out, like give it a chance y'know.. you don't know what may happen, but then he backs off and gets all indecisive. i mean i get it, yes, he's scared, he's afraid and he actually has a few super valid points to be. he could actually loose his visiting rights to his dughters bc of that, but, idk.. i feel again pretty much like left alone...sigh**
aaanyway... i'm determined to focus on myself and on those stupid annoying debts of hell.. and nothing else but myself. i guess this is a pretty messed up way for the universe to tell me "noup, your not ready yet" ooor it's way to tell me "you're destinied to be a foreveralone for the rest of your humanity" (o hell yes. im determined to be reborn into a dragon.

Epsiloth Report | 12/02/2025 5:50 pm

in other news, i already talked it off with the other guy who annoyed me.
made it super clear that we are not in any relationship nor any kind of flirty fantasy of his and that i honestly dont even see him as a partner prospect.

Gosh.. he talked s**t behind my back, almost made my brother and my best friend break up (they are bf/gf) and told my mom idk how many bs about me just bc i rejected him.
and he insists he is the victim. ugh.. i can't even..
so when he learned i met my old friend he got super jealous and accused me of sluttery. pft.. i just laughed and said. i don't even remember we were anything at all in the first place.
we tried, yes, for many months at that, but it didn't work out at all, we didn't see each other nor talked to eack other for more than a year, and your attittude and insecurities frankly annoys me.

Epsiloth Report | 12/02/2025 5:33 pm

well we hinda hit it off!!
we've been talking a little... and kissing a lot? XD
lol but, still, we both have it clear with each other. he has his responsabilities and i have my aspirations, so, we decided to just go with the flow as slowly as we can and enjoy the ride

Epsiloth Report | 11/24/2025 6:10 am

hi there. i'm glad you have joyous times.
hmm what can i say. i'm kinda on a hiatus from life? lol

in another news.. i kinda reconected with a guy friend i hadn't seen in about 20+ years?
i mean. we lost contach right after his first son was born.. now that baby has 20 years? like omg wtf..
and now, after 2 more broke marriages, 2 more daughters and A LOT of twists and turns, we seem to be catching up..
sigh*. now, if i was holdin a tiiiiny little ray of hope about me finding THE ONE, now i'm super uber convinced that in this life, i'm destinied to be forever alone XC

Epsiloth Report | 09/27/2025 7:29 pm

hi babe, well. i can actually understand your pain, and i can tell you it's not gonna be easy, but i also can tell you've got this, and i'm sure you woll get through, just keep pushing a little longer and hang o emotion_bigheart

Epsiloth Report | 09/24/2025 2:18 am

heart heart heart 4laugh 4laugh OOOO MAAAAI GAAAAWWSH SO MANY GIFTIEEEEEES!!!!!!! TENKIUUUUUUU!!!! 4laugh

wow!! thank you so much my sweety pie- how have you been?
i've had a heeeell of a month LOL!! i know i was absent for a very very long time, but believe me, between work and life actually happenning i feel like barely survivimg Xp

now it happens i have an actual chance to ask for a transfer to the store i want, but now im not that sure anymore, taking into account that i got tiny bit attached to the supervisor. she's kinda cute in her own way

Epsiloth Report | 09/01/2025 4:01 pm

rofl rofl rofl rofl

i guess so.

how's chu?

Epsiloth Report | 08/31/2025 7:35 pm

yeah, and it's getting frustrating for me XC

i know..the only thing that keeps me going is my obstination to pay my debts

pfff.... philosophical? someone once told me it was more like kinda suicidal rofl

Epsiloth Report | 08/31/2025 12:16 pm

i happen to have a crush on one of my former colegues at my new job, but he doesn't know about my existence XD he's just a nice person lol. i guess he will never know about it Xp.

my hand is healing slowly... still can't close it properly XC but oh well, at least i'm functional now XD

sigh* i kinda so much as despise my new boss. he's arrogant and sissy, and his partiality towards another of my co-workers is astonishingly obvious, so its annoying to work with them.
i've wanted to denounce my boss to his boss, but i'm scared about the retaliation from my boss if he ever knows that it was me the one who told on him

Epsiloth Report | 08/28/2025 8:21 pm

rofl XD
well, new semester, new chapter.. new students Xp
i hope this one's the good one lol