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Hi ya! Welcome to my profile! Here's a little something I wrote when bored...
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Forever was I to be exiled. Forever was I to be hated. Forever was a very short time. Now I sit in the luxury of my home, being waited on hand and foot. Golden bangles clink with every arm movement and rings click. The jingles of chains are heard every time my necklaces collide. Feathers from peacocks adorn the crown I wear. Gold and silver became common in my wardrobe. My mouth is full of the delicacies of earth. My muscles relaxed as I recline back in the chair of clouds. That would be nice, don’t you think? That is not the way I live. So cast away that dream, the reality is true. In truth, I walk the streets. I walk unseen, unloved, uncared for. I am the one you plainly ignore. The one you are too single minded to see. I am a ghost to the public. I do not utter the sweet harmony of words. I am not worthy to be looked upon by your standards. You may think you are kind, that you care for everyone. But what about me? None have laid eyes upon me. I am nothing but a ghost to you. So continue to walk, continue to not see me. I’m use to it. Don’t deny anything. Your eyes are shut. Your mind is a single road. The scenery is blank, nothing to see. My eyes are open; I am in a field with no track, my scenery is colorful and filled. I see. You have sight. To see is art, sight is but a faculty.
Can you see me? Can you see the ignored? Can you see the scenery? Do you walk the field? Can you see? Do you walk without missing? Do you see me? Is your mind open to everything? How broad is the horizon that you see? Do you see a horizon? What are the colors of life? Can you pick a random tree and name it? Can you live alone and unwanted? Can you be me? To forever walk. To forever cry out and remain on heard. Can you be me? Can you walk beside me? Can you remain walking even as horrors chase you? Can you see us?
We walk with you every day. You walk right through us as if we weren’t there. But at least some look for us. They look but are not successful. You take them in, mislead them. When they age, they no longer look. They can no longer see. But there are always others, the new ones. They see us. They reach for us. They touch us. They laugh with us. They speak to us. They hear our cries and cry themselves. But they are seen. They are loved, they are cared for. They are not us. But they age too. They loose sight of us, they no longer find us. They ignore us. They forget us. They don’t listen to our cries. We listen to you. We hear your cries and cry ourselves. We touch you, see you, and walk with you. We face horrors with you. We protect you.
Why do you not see us? Why do you not hear our anguished cries? Do you know what we are? Can you tell the difference? Why do the new ones touch us when you cannot? Why do some look for us when you do not? Why? They touch us because they believe they can. They look for us because they believe we are out there. They see us because they believe they can. But you do not. You do not believe you can touch us, see us, or find us. You do not believe. You are not pure in mind, in heart. For you we weep. For them we smile, for the new ones we play. Look for us. Believe we are out there. We are. We are out there. We can be touched. We can be heard. We can be seen. We can be found. But we cannot be banished. We cannot be forgotten. We forever stay. To be told of. To be made fun of. We are to forever cry your tears, to forever cry in anguish unheard for you, to forever smile upon the new ones. Do you know who we are? Can you imagine the truth? Can you hear the voices that echo my words? Do you believe?

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wickedzmagic Report | 09/04/2010 10:40 am: when's what? confused
wickedzmagic Report | 09/03/2010 5:02 pm: No worries... stare
I don't get out early either.
Anyways. How was the first day of school? Fun? blaugh
wickedzmagic Report | 08/27/2010 9:49 am: Luckyy~!
I guess in my neighborhood I'm lucky though. Alot of them started yesturday or the week before. crying
wickedzmagic Report | 08/26/2010 1:57 pm: Bummed. gonk
School's going to start for me on Monday...
And yaaaa?
wickedzmagic Report | 08/25/2010 11:01 am: Hey! blaugh
You're on..
wickedzmagic Report | 08/25/2010 10:50 am: Hey! Dat waz fur you!! burning_eyes
wickedzmagic Report | 08/24/2010 12:33 pm: Haha!!
*Pinch* 4laugh
wickedzmagic Report | 08/24/2010 9:44 am: Hello~! biggrin
hannah_banana_yo Report | 08/06/2010 12:50 pm: i like your profile
EpicWoofy Report | 03/28/2010 6:06 pm: =D I decided to lurk on your Profile~ Feel special! >3
By the way, the numbers show that you were last on Gaia seven days ago - a full week! Arf!