I wonder if you hate me, i know i hate myself. but hey, if you hate me lets hate me together and have a good time!...
Yeah im back. and i plan on being honest with you this time. sorry about the past but i promise to be better this time, just give me another chance, if yuo dont thats fine too.. i had delt with some very personal problems that had me all emotional or whatever and it made me scared of things of loseing the people i loved, .. so i ran because i dont want to feel like im left alone so i left first... but.. im back, and i tend to face whatever ehad on... and i appoligize again..
First Name: (Call me what you want)
Middle Name:
Last Name: _ _ _ _ _ (I'm not really sure... sweatdrop )
Nickname: most ppl call me Chel Give me a nickey!
Gender: ....Boy
Age: 17
DOB: 02/06/89
R.P. Prefrence: Male
Hight: 5"4
Weight: 125
Eyecolor: Tealish blue
Hair: Brunet
Sun Zodiac: Aquarious
Element: Wind
Stone: Amethyst
Star stone (planet stone): Turqoise
To find out ALL about me, go to my journal to
Note: dont fall inlove with me, because... i'll wined up hurting you, im fine with being friends...
Anime's I like: Gundam W, Heat Guy J, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Gravitation, Elhazard, FMA, YnM, Tenshi (all tenshi searies), Ruroni Kenshin, Digimon (all searies), Megaman NT warior, Naruto, DB, DBZ, YuYu Hakusho, Wolf's Rain, Excaflowne, Zoids, .Hack//sign, .Hack//legiend, Yu-Gi-Oh (the one with Yugi... i dont like GX), Fake, Tokyo God Father's, NausicaÄ of the vally of the wind, sprited away (anything Hayao Miyazaki makes! <3), Akira, Chrono Chrusade, Chrono Cross, The Tarot Cafè, Loveless (I've know the name "Loveless" every since the day i was born.. because thats my cousins last name), Tokyo Mew Mew (aka Mew Mew Power), Magic Night Ray-earth, Card Capture Sakura, (anything clamp), Final Fantasy (YEAH!), Inuyasha, Sailor Moon, Dinozars, Hellsing, spider Riders, Kirby, Ceres, Fushing Yugi (i think thats how you spell it ), One Peice, Hamtaro, (do you really want me to keep going? ) theres tons more.... <<;; i just dont feel like nameing them all lol
Hobbies: Drawing, Music, Wrighting, Poetry, Art, blondes, ...Gaia, makeing things, playing games. theres more but i dont know right off hand. ^^;
Likes: Blondes, Red-heads, ppl with glasses, games.. anything sweet.. when im in the mood for it, raspberry soda, fruit punch soda, black, any shade of blue as long as its not a blinding light color, lol. my friends ive known for a long while.
Loves: Mom, and all my friends!
Best girl friend(s): Ray, Kelsey
Best guy friend(s): Phillip, Mike
friends: Aaron, Levi, Justin, Josh.
Perhaps you see roses blooming on dark, deep woden skin
from the same stalk that strikes lingering agony;
now life burts forth a blaze of seren red;
and rushes higher, scattering brilliand light.
the crucifix no longer signifies the grave.
the fragrace that rushes to greet you is the perfume of rebirth
-Friederich Reinhardt
Brothers, (Ed's theme from FMA)
How can I repay you, brother of mine?
How can I expect you to forgive?
Clinging to the past I shed our blood
and shatterd your chance to live.
Though I knew the laws, I paid no heed.
How can I return your wasted breath?
What I did not know has cost you dear
for there is no cure for death.
Beautiful mother, soft and sweet
Once you were gone we were not complete
Back through the years we reached for you
Alas, it was not meant to be.
And how can I make amends
For all that I took from you?
I led you with hopeless dreams
My brother, I was a fool
Don't cry for the past, now brother of mine
Nether you nor I are free from blame
Nothing can erase the things we did
for the path we took was the same
Beautiful mother, soft and sweet
Once you were gone we were not complete
Back through the years we reached for you
Alas, it was not meant to be.
My dreams may be blind anew
I long to return to that time
I follow without a word
My brother, the fault is mine
So where do we go from here?
And how to forget and forgive?
What's gone is forever lost
Now all we can do is live
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