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"And I just can't keep living this waySo starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now"
Greetings! I am Bex, I am 18. About a month ago I moved out with some friends, it didn't work out so well.. Apparently, so now Im back with my parents. I am living in the most stressful days of my life, but making it through. I would say I have goals but.. I have givin up on setting them. As of this moment my most recent goal is join the Police Force and work towards S.W.A.T but I doubt that will happen. I am a fairly chill chick. I protect those I love no matter the cost. I would quite literally do anything for my friends. I enjoy most any book that is about vampires, though Edgar Allan Poe is my favorite. I adore poetry! Music is my life.. After friends that is ^_^ without music I would die. If Im happy I need something to dance to, if Im heart broken I need something that helps me through. If I am hurting in anyway or just missing someone, I need something to help me carry on and know that I gotta continue.
I do have a couple goals though:
Lose weight and take better care of my body.. Aside from the smoking and drinking haha.
Try to be more outgoing so when Im shy I don't channel that shy feeling into a negative feeling like being a complete a**.
Actually make SOMETHING of myself.
Work hard and have things to show for it.
Mend all pains I have caused others.
Find a way to be in multiple places at once!
Get my passport and go to Canada to meet Cynthia! heart
Try not and let the past effect me (ha like that will happen)
Take some of my own advice..
Just a short fraction of goals I have as far and changing my life goes.
My best friend in the entire world is Nina 3nodding even though she annoys the piss out of me half the time scream , I do anything to make her smile, I am usually poor because I love to buy her things (even if she does break, lose, chew through quite literally anything I get her!) she is still my beautifully breath taking best friend that means everything to me!
I stand up for what I believe and nothing can change my mind once it's set.
I keep people that help me, close. I try and repay them however I can, or remember them when they are gone. I have had many people teach me things that I never thanked them for and now wish I had. I recently got a tattoo for the exact purpose to remember someone that taught me to live life to the fullest and not worry bout the small things. (Rest In Paridise Penelope) heart
Yeah... I am easy to talk to through texting or internet.. But in person.. Not so much. .
I am not quite what people expect when they meet me haha.
Just ask questions for more, I love to answer questions..
Farewell!
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I am muslim.
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Sure I'll add you as a friend! ^^