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"Another year older another day wasted"

"Another year older another day wasted"

life is fleeing

i am 1 year older

i am 1 day wiser

but time the foe to all that lives

to all those who breathes

i think of stolen time that i will never get

my life has lost meaning for that i have no control

time is what holds me ,slow motion

i can never look on for that i'm lost in the past

where the sting of misery and the pain of those dearly departed has abandon me to fend for myself

i am weak i can no longer see myself "the man" but now "The Scared"

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Birthday: 05/01

poem of pain

FROZEN

a thousand winters can't compare to this frozen heart of mine

even the wind cries with me

freezing these tears as they touch my face

there is no warmth left

not even fire n magma can melt this heart

only makes it shatter into a thousand shards

theres no hands so welcoming that i can cry in

letting crystallized tears scatter upon the floor as they hit

there is no heart warm enough to ease this pain

so may it be fate that leaves me to suffer

standing here watching every memory

showing me what i truely lost

A DREAM, A DESIRE, A LOVE

leaving me empty n FROZEN

new poem written by me #2

I WANNA FEEL

i don't wanna go through another day

not feeling a single thing

like a blank sheet with no music

i want to be able to feel

to feel loved, to feel wanted

i want to see a uplifting light

in this cold bitter darkness

someone shine the light on me

release me from emotionless slumber

i want to feel

i want to live

i want to love

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my poem

CRIMSON TEARS

for you i cry these tears of crimson

for this undying passion

this longing for your loveing heart

these tears flow like a stream

with the color of roses

the time i spent with you feel like a endless dream

a dream i can't seem to wake up from

for you i cry,i love,i die for

for that i wish for eternal love

new poem #3

VISUALIZE

we all have some kind of picture in our mind

which we can only see when eyes are closed

may it be a person ,place, or thing

may it be full of colors or in black or white

u can feel it it appears in ur mind

u can image the smell,the feeling

when i let my eyelids fall

as it seems everything goes dim

a sudden flash then it appears in front of me

like this portrait stands before me

as i take a step forward i walk into it

seeing and feeling as if its real

what i see is a ember sky as dawns light spreads across it

as a lake shimmers and cast a mirror image of the sky

but as petals fall and floats on the lake

the waters mirror image is disruppted and tiny waves form

such a beautiful and wonderful sight

that i cant this single tear from rolling down my cheek

as my eyes open and everything disappears

i touch my cheek to find a wet line where a tear has been

the whole thing felt real and i wish it was

my poem

THERE 4 ME

ALL I EVER WANTED ALL I EVER NEEDED

WAS 4 U 2 BE THERE 4 ME

2 B THERE IN MY DARKEST HOUR

4 U TO CATCH ME AS I FALL

TO WIPE THESE TEARS AS THEY FLOW DOWN SLOWLY

IS THIS 2 MUCH TO ASK 4

OR IS THIS JUST MY SELFISH DESIRE

IS IT A SIN TO WANT THIS

TO WANT U BY MY SIDE

TO LOVE U WITH EVERYTHING I GOT

WILL U BE THERE 4 ME

WILL U

OR TOSS ME TO THE SIDE

LIKE SOME WORN DOWN PLAYTHING

TO LEAVE ME IN THE DARK TO FADE

LIKE THE LONELY ROSE WILTING AWAY

WITH PETALS DARKENED WITH SORROW AND GRIEF

WILL U EMBRACE ME AND KEEP ME NEAR

OR LEAVE ME THERE TO DISAPPEAR

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poem to the wind

WIND

i feel the wind it talks to me

it is the voice of nature

i feel its energy consume me

the sensation so pure like being one with mother earth

it fills me with its power

it surrounds me with love pushes me toward new posibilaties

and pulls me out of dangers harm

it has the freedom to roam the skies and give us a gentle breeze on a summer day

but never think it weak,don't anger it

it can cause gusts,gales,whirlwinds and tornados that can wreak havoc

even though it can do that and much more i do not fear it

i feel it's love

i feel it's hate

i value it's grace

it is a part of life we can't live without

Wingz

Wings

In your heart do you hear its cries to fly

listen carefully,slowly crying

hearing the winds call for you

may the skies before you be the path to a new beginning

so fight these gray skies

and cast the wings that so symbolize freedom

feathers fall as these wings take flight and glide upon the sky

leaving a monochrome rainbow of black and white feathers in its wake

encouraging a new era of the sky

poem by me

Bell Flower Confession

This is the night to bear your heart.Take her hand and bring her to a field filled with bell flowers on this night of spring as the moon shines down, letting a river sparkle its reflection. Letting go of her hand to scan the field till you layed eyes upon a single fire fly just awoken from from its slumber,with a finger u pick it up as well as pluck a bell flower from the field. Walking back to her slowly leading the fire fly into the bell flower as you extend the flower o her confessing your heart spilling out what u feel.The fire fly flickers its light as it does illuminating the petals from within.Finally saying what u came to say" I love you will you go out with me?" a second of silence then her lounging into your arms to reply with a kiss,lost in the kiss not to notice the rest of the fire flies has awoken flying and illuminating the sky making this a beautiful midnight confession

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poem by me

A CRY TO LATE

tears left unshed

memories long forgotten

a face faded in our mind

a love lost cuz of a broken bond

sometimes it takes more strength to cry

then to bear its thousand burdens

or carry a heavy heart

one that had seen n felt great pain

would u even shed a single tear to ease ur shaking soul

or let it eat at u till all thats left is a shell

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new poem written by me

THESE THREE LITTLE WORDS

whats with these three little words?

what makes it so hard to say?

what makes it so frightening?

is it cuz we are afraid of rejection

or is it the second they don't return those words

your heart sinks, ur spirit shot down

it takes so much courage to even try

but it takes heart to say it

if u cant rely on your heart what do u rely on

just say it get it out the way

so it wont be a burden anymore

confess it so you can take the pressure off

I LOVE U

new poem#4

CRY OUT

crying out yet no answer

still i feel like ur near

but i know ur miles away

can u hear my cries?

if so with what? your ears or your heart?

can u hear my pleas,my wishes and my love?

i sit here hopeing u feel the same thing

feel like i was there

like if i was giving u my warm embrace......(unfinished)

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A MIDNIGHT CRY

looking into the light

seeing streams of tears flow from ur eyes

like a river gleaming in a moonlit night

i can't seem to not shed a tear to

for that im not sure to do

should i stand n watch

or open arms n embrace

would u let me near?

may i be the shoulder u cry on?

may i be the one there for u?

let me shoulder ur burden

let me in n i won't let u fall

let me wipe away those tears

n show u the light

that pierce this endless night

my poem

MASKS

THE MASKS WE HIDE BEHIND

THE FACES WE MAKE

ARE ALL FAKE

WHY CAN'T WE SPEAK OUR MIND

OR SHOW THE WORLD OUR DREAMS AND HOPE

WHY DO WE HIDE BEHIND A FALSE FACE HIDING OUR FEELINGS

IS THERE NONE WHO SPEAK FROM THEIR HEART

OR SHOW THEIR TRUE EMOTIONS

WE ARE ALL HIDING SOMETHING

OUR HEARTS OUR FEELINGS OUR TRUE SELF

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FoxinurBRAIN Report | 11/21/2010 6:43 pm: OMG YOu're on?! XD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 07/09/2010 3:31 pm: Oh wow. How romantic. Sounds like a date to me. xD =^___^=

Eternally yours...

FOXXX
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 07/09/2010 12:09 pm: I LOVE EWE!!! =^____^= MWAH! smile
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 06/08/2010 4:46 am: Yeah. I'm fine. Birthday was boring and YESSS... YOu can have me now xD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 06/03/2010 6:51 pm: BIRTHDAY WUZ TODAY!!!!!!! =^_________________^= Oh and now officailly single O_x xD
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/30/2010 4:32 am: =^________________________________________________________^= Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol. What you been up to lately?
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/29/2010 6:16 pm: Oh I can only imagine wink Lol. I love you muches. =^_______~= I wanna see you again. razz
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/28/2010 8:42 pm: Wowww....realy? I mean I haave heard of hot pants, but maybe the whole pants on fire thing is a bit much XDDD I love u anyway razz
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/15/2010 7:45 am: Wow... only??? how do you do that???? lawl
FoxinurBRAIN Report | 05/14/2010 5:23 pm: Did you get me present??? =^_____^=

Never There darkstarwish poem

Your never there

you say you love but scared to come near

building walls between us

you say you care but show fear

holding things from me

telling lies

cutting me off

turning your back on me

was i just a toy for your amusement?

was i just something to fill the void?

you didn't hold me,you never told me u cared

for that your never there

now its to late for those words to part your lips

the words i so craved to ease my sadness

but now lost all meaning from its lateness

for you have left me alone for so long

that my heart is now cold and shallow it cares not for words

for that your never there and never will be

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new poem ^^

This Love Kills

Let my heart bleed for it is already gone stolen by the one thought to be true but what lies between is a empty void, a distance that severs a bond "this love kills". The time in which we spent was just lie a lie u made to make me think it was real when it was nothing more than a faked out play "this love kills".The hours, the days , the weeks i spent on myself to better myself just for you wasted "this love kills".Now i know i was fine the way i am and there is nothing you can do to stop me going back. Turning my back on u leaving u where u stand cause all u wanted was a lie "this love kills you now how is that for fair". Never again cross my path or the pain i felt will sure strike u down like lightning "this love kills you".

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MY LOVE

my love is what i wait for

it is what i live for

i give into this passion

my heart breaks as i wait

but i don't want to lose hope

i lose breath as she walks by

it feels like my heart being torn out

my love so close but so far away

in plain sight

shes near but can she see what i feel

can she see my love, my pain

i hush my urge to cry

these silent screams of agony

plz stop this beating heart

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poem by me

THIS BLEEDING HEART

i am broken and torn

this heart bleeds because of your pierceing eyes

see right threw me reading me

teardrops fall like rain

give me back what you stole

my heart my love

i'm losing whats left of my dignity

i'm breaking,i'm lost

you left me with my heart in my hand

this love betrays me