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Birthday: 07/03/1990

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It was then....that I realized how much pain they had caused.... that the screams of the innocent were everywhere, the blood dripping from the very leaves it was split upon. I ran...so far to escape the terror that followed behind me. With a small glance into the distance, my legs stopped, against my will. I saw...a little girl....covered in her mother's blood....her pure innocent tears sparkled by the blazing fire close by. I noticed a pendent....no, a small necklace around her neck that looked so familiar....a small butterfly on a delicate gold chain around her soft small neck. I spoke no words, made no move in a attempt to rescue her or save myself, only watch as she stood beside the body of her once beautiful and kind mother. I could feel her pain....feel the agony, the fear, the suffering, as well as her love, anger, and sorrow that tortured her heart so. She gave me visions, of someone she held dear to her heart, a boy...ME! I didn't know how to react to this, that she knew me, and that I was so close to her heart. My mind wondered through her memories, her life, her emotions, and her thoughts. That small girl appearance was just a veil for who she really was,someone older, but still young. But who....who was she....but only seconds passed before she faded away into the darkness....and I was left alone to continue wondering.

Lost......

I have no idea what to do anymore....everything that I have known and love is being taken away from me...my enemies I know are laughing at me....and my friends don't care...................................................I really am alone...........

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GAlA Site Assistant 47 Report | 09/14/2009 6:20 pm: Hey, Kevin! Just stoppin' by to say allo! Love you <3
meow_chic Report | 07/11/2009 8:01 pm: Katie said you know him
meow_chic Report | 07/07/2009 11:55 am: what the one with Gregg
or the one with you
meow_chic Report | 07/06/2009 3:47 pm: what happened
and how did Katie lie to you
meow_chic Report | 07/04/2009 8:22 pm: he seems well enough to me
meow_chic Report | 07/01/2009 4:38 pm: well they are sickingly cute
meow_chic Report | 06/24/2009 10:01 am: you need to call Katie
864-801-0124
NOW
jess told us your not engaged
we just wanna know the truth
and don't worry about her
she's got us and greg
we're pack
we'll take care or her
now call her damn-it
Yuri Moonfire Report | 06/23/2009 11:29 pm: oh.............
ok then
so HAVE you and amber set a date yet
or are you guys just gonna wait till after college?
as your friend i have a right to bug you about it
so spill
my mom says hi by the way
Yuri Moonfire Report | 06/23/2009 7:09 pm: jess told me that your not really engaged
it bothered me for a while
but i'm ok now
i love you
but i have a new boyfriend now
he wanted to ask me out even while i was with chris
i've known him for a long time
so i know he won't be like captain or lekendre
its greg revees
you may not like him
but you can trust him to take good care of me
Yuri Moonfire Report | 04/26/2009 9:15 am: please don't ignore me any more and if you won't talk to me then take me off your friends list.

To those who do not know love....

I finally realize how easily you can fall in love...that is the easy part....but it is something that can make or break the spirit....something that no one should take for granted....I guess....it was all just a dream....a fantasy.....

I thought that my love.....the girl I held most dear to my heart....would be with me forever....that my whole life was getting better...that I had nothing to worry about....and I didn't for a long time....she gave me the strength and happiness that every good person on this earth deserves to have....even though I have always thought of myself as nothing...just dirt.....it was a dream....no matter how far we were from each other.... no matter how many restrictions we had....or what we had to do to be together...every time I heard her sweet voice....a smile came to my face....my heart fluttered....and a image of her beautiful face came to my mind....like my mind had created a shrine just for her....a place no one else could take...and a place where she could not be replaces..... She had my heart...my soul....I was hers.............I was her savior....or so she said....that I was the one that saved her.....

There was never one time that I didn't say "I love you", and didn't put my whole heart into those three words. No matter how feeble they are....they are words that can tear a person to pieces. I have nearly lost her completely, and even now I realize how fortunate I was to have a girl as special as she was....she was my light....the one that brought a smile to my face every time we talked.....I know that alot of guys and girls out there that would use a person's feelings to get whatever they want....and then leave that person in the dirt to die.....all of those people are not people at all....they are animals...bloodthirsty animals....and they don't deserve to love....

I made so many promises to her....I said I would be with her forever....that at night I could hold her in my arms, and gently sing her to sleep.....to where she didn't have nightmares anymore...where she wouldn't shake and be cold at night.....I wanted to give her that...and so much more......I didnt care about sex or anything like that.....that stuff never crossed my mind when it came to my true feelings for her....I loved her for her....not for her body....not for anything perverted....and that is what her parents didn't see....they never even gave me a chance....not one chance to show my true feelings for her...that I was a good guy..... that I loved her with all my heart, and would have done anything for her....but no chance came, and they judged me for my past and for my family........

To anyone that reads this....please...I beg of you.....Never take those words for granted......I know that if you read this or not....you will probably do it anyway....but when you say those words, let them be a part of you, a way to show your feelings to another...not just words....let it be an expression of yourself.......because people who play with the hearts of others....have no heart of there own....it is a blackhole....that sucks in the hearts of others....only to try and fill the empty gap that they are missing....and only to fail....hurting themselves more and hurting others in the process.....You as a person...have the power to give someone out there happiness....not to destroy their heart, but to make it better....to get them to stop all of the stupid things that they do....and try to help them through whatever troubles they may face....and you will realize that the acts given will not be forgotten...they shall be returned....10x actually....I know that relying on someone else is dangerous....but if you know that person is trustworthy...take it....but they will depend on you as well...so do not let them down.

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