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I'm Catherine. I'm currently 15 years old, and from Canada. I am also in a relationship with the most amazingest guy in the world heart
I have karate, jujitsu, grappling, & gymnastics training. i also write poetry, read & play guitar xd heart
i'm not shy at ALL, so you can talk to me whenever you want smile i'm also a very caring person, and i will help you with just about anything you need help with.. ? heart
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Perfect Nightmare
By.Yours truly heart
I'm loosing my dignity and pride,
All because I can't leave you behind.
Am I the only one who remembers the happy days?
Can only I see through the tears,
And hope for a better tomorrow?
Were you just a perfect dream,
That slowly turned into a nightmare?
Or a perfect nightmare that turned into a fading dream?
I'll close my eyes and think,
Think hard and long and maybe,
Just maybe the perfect dream,
Will reappear.
My hopes are high, but not for long.
I don't know how much longer i can live like this,
With only my nose above the water.
With the sun setting,
And the sky darkening, my hope shrinks along with the suns' warm rays.
Hope is the only thing keeping my sanity in check,
And it's vanishing through my fingers without you.
No matter how hard i squeeze my fingers together,
I cant hold it any longer.
How did this happen?
Is now my most asked question.
When will you give me a straight answer?
Some closure would be nice,
But a hug would be better.
Though, you're kiss would be perfect.
My hopes are now just a lonely speak that I will keep in a jar.
I will never completely loose my hope for you,
And i will never give up.
You are the perfect nightmare,
That i would love to live over and over again.
Guardian Angel
By. Yours truly heart
Trapped in this corner
This corner of disgrace
Forever hated
For my hideous face
This lose of dignity
Confidence and pride
Has left me to hide
In this corner for far too long
I open my eyes
To see something anew
but for when i do
i wait a few minutes
but never see you
Trapped in this darkness
This draft gives me chills
I sit alone
The loneliness,
Oh how it kills
I sit and shiver
Chained to these walls
Forever trapped
I reach out my hand
For another to hold
But if i leave it there too long
All it gets is cold
This punishment so terrible
So full of hatred
And despise
When my rag doll tells me she loves me
All i can hear is lies
The dust is gathering
My waist line disappearing
And i finally think
That i am dieing
My life has no meaning
I am but one horid mistake
But before i die
I want to turn on the light
So i can say bye to those eyes
That i see cry
When i sit and shiver
Open my eyes
Reach out my hand
And hear nothing but lies
I want to say bye
To those lonely eyes
Though we can not talk
Though we do not see
All i want to know is,
Will you always be there with me?
Now my eyes will not open
My heart will not beat
I'm under the ground
By around six feet
Now that I'm dead
The light will now shine
My hand no longer cold
But warmly wrapped in yours
And i hear no lies
When you tell me
You'll forever be mine.
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you're REALLY GOOD biggrin
Awesome poems biggrin