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- 09/19/2007
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- The Cafe Down the Street
- Occupation
- Kicking a**
- Gender
- Female
- Birthday
- 11/14/1991
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Hello there...
If there is a list of things you MUST know about me, this would be it.
If there is a list of things you MUST know about me, this would be it.
You can tell
From the scars on my arms
And the stains on my skirt
And the dents in my car
And the veins about to burst.
That I'm not the carefullest of girls
1. Music is My second Home. I only really feel strong emotions through music. Although I may lack happiness, music makes me angry, it makes me sad, it makes me nostalgic, it helps me cope. It always portrays my feelings and I never have to be alone when I have a CD to deafen myself with. For those of you unlucky enough to know me outside the world of pixelated mock-joy, you can understand that music is really the only thing that has kept me alive for all these years.
You can tell
From the glass on the floor
And the strings that're breaking
And I keep on breaking more
And it looks like I am shaking
But it's just the temperature
And then again
If it were any colder I could disengage
If I were any older I could act my age
But I don't think that you'd believe me
2. My secondary coping mechanism is a little thing I like to call Literature. When my headphones are off, my nose is buried in a book. If ignorance is bliss, than distraction is heaven. I live my life through the fictional stories of long dead authors and poets, rarely do I read the new stories of "my" generation. I view them all as s**t. Ask me about the last book I have read and I will have already forgotten the main character. Books are like heroin, it is only a temporary fix and I am always needing more.
It's
Not
The
Way
I'm
Meant
To
Be
It's just the way the operation made me
3. My personal happiness is very low on my list of priorities. If to make my best friend eternally happy, I had to set myself on fire, I would do it in a heartbeat. My friends are so important to me. If you are on my good side, than you have a life-long shoulder to cry on. I am just as nice to my enemies as I am to my friends because I have found that most "enemies" of mine are just people that are scared of me or just don't know. I try not to be hostile to anyone but if you mess with my friends, I will avenge them.
And you can tell
From the state of my room
That they let me out too soon
And the pills that I ate
Came a couple years too late
And I've got some issues to work through
There I go again
Pretending to be you
Make-believing
That I have a soul beneath the surface
Trying to convince you
It was accidentally on purpose
4. I am an actress. I view my life as a beautifully orchestrated play. The last time I smiled, actually, honest to goodness, unabashadly, unmistakably SMILED, was four years ago. For those who know me, I am always "smiling" and that, my friends, is my gift to you. It kills me to act like nothing hurts and that everything really is okay, but at this point, my part in the play of my life has become a reality. I have acted to the point that I have really become my character. I never really notice that I am faking anymore and it only hurts every so often. Treasure it when I actually tell you how I feel. It happens so rarely.
I am not so serious
This passion is a plagiarism
I might join your century
But only on a rare occasion
I was taken out
Before the labor pains set in and now
Behold the world's worst accident
I am the girl anachronism
5. I have a tendency to push people away. If I get too close to someone I will make something up to get myself out of the situation I am in. There is so far only ONE person that I haven't/won't push away and that is Bridget. I haven't had a serious relationship because I refuse to let myself be happy. I don't do it on purpose but I have noticed that if I am ever happy, I find a way to ******** it up. I tell myself that I push people away because I am afraid of BEING hurt, but, in truth, I push people away because I am afraid of HURTING someone that means a lot to me. For this reason, I doubt I will ever find true love because I know that I will just ******** it up.
And you can tell
By the red in my eyes
And the bruises on my thighs
And the knots in my hair
And the bathtub full of flies
That I'm not right now at all
There I go again
Pretending that I'll fall
Don't call the doctors
Cause they've seen it all before
They'll say just
Let
Her
Crash
And
Burn
She'll learn
The attention just encourages her
My name is Tiffany Marie and I suffer from Depression, Anxiety and Insomnia.
And you can tell
From the full-body cast
That I'm sorry that I asked
Though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
But I might be catching so don't touch
You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff
Don't get me wet
Because the bandages will all come off
And I wouldn't have it any other way.
And you can tell
From the blood on her legs
That the current state is critical
Well it is the little things, for instance...
In the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses...
Please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...
I don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this
So I might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
I was too precarious removed as a caesarian
Behold the worlds worst accident
I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM
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It's not the way I'm meant to be...
I am the girl Anachronism...It's just how the operation made me. This is just going to be a collection of stuff. Song lyrics, quotes that affect me is some way, rants, anything I generally feel.
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"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."
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