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Two Barrels & A Whole Lot Of Bang.

nichell? well damn if you don't know my name by now, then i don't know why you're reading this. now to the basics. i like every color except for yellow and orange. ironically, my favorite animal is a giraffe. the music i like most is glam/hair metal. i hate the sun and outdoors. doing things at night are more my forte'. i hate ego's. most of the population are all ******** ups anyway. i'm a surprisingly blunt person and i'm not afraid to tell you what i think of you. just ask. i'm agnostic and have been for a long time. if you try to push your own beliefs and information on me, i'll just throw it back in your face. i believe in a variety of things, such as: karma, the end of the world and global warming. i hope to be known as a successful fashion designer when i'm older. i feel i have talent and could make it pretty far. as for the men who think they could be a designer just on the pure fact that they're gay, they're all idiots. dependent and incompetent people make me sick. i can be a very moody person. when i'm angry or upset i tend to say things i don't mean and eventually regret later on. in most situations i try to look at things from the other's view. it helps. i'm not the best at keeping my s**t together but i sure as hell try. i have trouble trusting others. trust is something to be earned, not tooken advantage of. i seem to be a very complex and difficult person. i don't like things when they're perfectly in order. there are some unnamed things i just won't deal with. so, if you think you understand everything about me just by this small amount of self information, you're completely wrong. i'm way more than a wall of text.


FRIENDS I CARE FOR MOST.


kat;; My forever longest best friend, I love you so much it's not even sane. I've always seen you as my sister. We are so much alike it's scary. You have gotten me out of so much s**t, I'm surprised you have the energy to still even keep up with me. You are my awesome dork-buddy and I love you! You understood me when no one else could. We helped each other when we were going through almost the same problems and things. You have been by my side through everything and I can be nothing but grateful. Your advice and help is what keeps me going. Truthfully, you understand me and my problems more than anyone else. You're an amazing person and I hate that we don't spend as much time together as we should. The things we do are so memorable and fun. I love hanging at the movies with you. We always seem to have to rush to the bathroom afterwards. And your cooking is so good! If I was to ever try anything new it would be something of yours. You're my hot rocker babe and you will always be super close to me. Every minute I spend with you is crazy. You always keep me laughing and having fun. You're my beautiful, insane, lactose intolerant guitarist from New York and I'll love you till the day my breathing is cut short.

rachel;; My bestie always. You are my sweet Rachie-Poo. You are such a huge part of my life; I never want to let you go. We have the bestest of times and you're always bringing out the best in me. We are so close. You know almost everything about me as I do you. We have so many inside jokes and you always keep me laughing no matter what mood I'm in. There's never a dull moment around you. You're my secret temporary lover, and you're so fabulous you have no idea. We've gone through a lot since we've known each other. Every time I've needed you, you were right there to help me. There are many times that just prove how much you cared and mattered. You always try your best around me. You're the bestest friend anyone could hope for. You kept my secrets, you kept me out of trouble when I was about to make former mistakes. Every thing about you is perfect to me. And you know I'd shank anyone who disagreed. There are no secrets, lies or deceit between us at all. Our friendship is so pure, it's too corny to realize. You're such a great person to want to be around. I have so much fun with you. Even my chubby cats love you! No one can come between us and no one could possibly compare. I love you sooo much. You are irreplaceable and definitely one of a kind.

halie;; My baby! I love you so much! Halie babe, you are my spazzy, energetic lovable, sweetheart. We are so much alike and no matter how old we get, you and I always find a way to act five years younger than we are. Although you moved to California, it’s obvious I haven’t forgotten about you. You keep me laughing constantly. Sometimes our conversations get so wild and retarded, but that just shows how good of friends we are. You are so easy to be with. You know exactly how to cheer me up in any situation necessary. You’ve been there for me and helped me through a lot and you are so genuine. You're everything someone could wish for in a friend. We can do anything and it never gets boring. Like staying up and watching the little people show while eating coffee ice cream, banging pool noodles and sticky balls against the wall assuming you have angry asian neighbors, riding in shopping carts at Albertson's while knocking things over on the shelves, obsessing over the cute giraffes at Six Flags: Magic Kingdom, and trying on granny clothes and dancing in the mall. The list goes on and on. You’re the funnest, sweetest, most adorable person alive and I am proud to call you a best friend.

obed;; Ah, my cheese to my macaroni. You are so incredible. Every time I’m with you I forget everything that is wrong. You keep me smiling and laughing all the time even though half the time I try super hard to hide it. You are insanely talented. You can draw, sing and even play the guitar. I envy you so much. And although you’re kind of a nerd for it, I would play Halo 2 with you any day. I’ve known you for only two years now, but you are definitely one of my best and greatest friends. I know we’ve been through hell together at times, but I also know that some of the best times of my life have been with you. You catch everything I throw at you. You know exactly what to do and say to make me feel important. You understand me almost completely. You love me no matter what or how I can be. You know I love you mucho. You’re so unique and special to me. We have a crazy friendship and I can only assume that things will get crazier over time. But that is what keeps things interesting. You are so important to me. No one can take that away. You have left a permanent mark in my life and heart. Te amo mucho!

luis;; My italiano-mexicano! Ohmygod, you idiot. Why did you have to move to North Carolina? Dude, I miss you much it’s insane. You’re all the way on the other side of the country and you still keep me laughing. You were so much fun to hang out with when you still lived in Vegas. Me and Rachel always vulturized your food. You and I stayed after school together and I threw pennies and gum in your guitar case when you played in the school hallways. You were always so afraid of the sun and totally indulged in "c**k-fighting". All of our inside jokes and names, like you were grandfather, Rachel was daughter and I was grand-daughter. All the stupid things that only we understood. You’re so funny, a master at the guitar and a hella cool best friend. I miss your obsession with "white stuff". I missed seeing you sad because you actually looked good in pigtails. You’re so ridiculously amazing and I just wish you didn’t move. That way we could actually see each other and not just talk on the phone. You are such a great friend and one of the most bomb a** mexicans I know! Come back to Vegas, silly. I love you hella.
 

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deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/21/2008 11:32 pm
d00d! Oh my godd, isn't Rock Band amazing! : D

I don't have it either, but I have friends that do, oh my godd it's so much fun ahahaha.

I only played drums though, lol. What about you?



I heard that Role Models was like hilarious. Yeah?
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/16/2008 9:45 am
Ohh, yeah. Well you know how you said that your hair just started getting darker as you got older? Well thats kind of it goes, like maybe they are blondes now, but in another 10 or so years, not anymore. Lol. Cause my mom was a natural blonde all her life until she turned 35 and then her hair started to get darker. O:



Aw man! Lucky. :[ I still have yet to see it. DON'T RUIN IT FOR ME! D:
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/14/2008 2:16 pm
Hm, really? I haven't seen anyone like that yet. My mom was the one that told me about the eyebrow thing, but then again that wouldn't be the first time she was wrong. I mean theres a few blondes that I see that have dark eyebrows but thats because they dyed there hair, haha.
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/12/2008 5:26 pm
Oh yeah I know same here. Like I think my original hair color is medium brown right now.

But usually whatever color your eyebrows are thats what your hair color will eventually turn to.
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/09/2008 4:40 pm
You've never tried out blonde hair? O:

Idk why, but you seem like someone that has dyed their hair ever color of the rainbow. :]

Lol.
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/09/2008 4:02 pm
Lol. Ahaha, well this chick has blonde hair. But you know, people change. I'll find out her name shes in my study hall. I'll stalk her, ahahaha. xDDD
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/09/2008 1:28 pm
Yeah d00d! No joke.

Like I keep wanting to call her

Nichell and then I'm like "wait Nichell

has black hair, who the hell is this then?"

I'm gonna take a picture of her during lunch

so then she won't see me lmao. And then you

can see her, like it's crazy man! D:
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/06/2008 4:59 pm
Lol. Yeah mine was pretty mkay.

I hung out with my friends Jake, Dustin, and

MacGyver. And then around 9 or so MacGyver's

sister Megan came and chilled with us. I didn't

get any candy, but thats okay. :]



Oh my god!!! d00d, so theres like this girl

at my school that I swear looks like you only

with barbie blonde hair! O:
deannaXdiamonds Report | 11/01/2008 1:04 pm
Oh yeah I heard about that. : D

And their new stuff is really good too, so

I'm excited. How was your Halloween? :]
deannaXdiamonds Report | 10/31/2008 8:14 pm
Yeah d00d, no joke. That tour

is coming to chicago on November 13th.

I'm really excited, but need to find

ways to get money FAST! Lol.
 
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