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Heres the 411 My name is Samantha My friends call me Samster(i have no idea why) I am really annoying but i am a great outgoing person when u get to know me i dont have manny friends i get played by a lot of people because im so.......i forget what the word for it is most people like to take advantage of me i can be shy sometimes whrn it comes to people that i love i have a problem letting go i am always afraid of loseing people especially when i get close to someone so sometimes its hard for me to do that i am always being judged and im alone i dont have anybody that i can call my girlfriend(lesbian) no one excepts me the way they used to because of that i am getting more attention(which im loving) but what i dont love is that im getting it for all the wrong reasons i am the same person even though im gay and some of my friends dont understand that and that really upsets me. im am always writing depressing poems and songs and listen to depressing music but that makes me happy because i can relate to it(linkin park). i might share one with you if ur nice to me. i never cut myself before but ive tried to the pain is to intense for me im not good with pain. i love to joke around a lot. my friends would probably say the same. what my friends dont know is that i live a whole different life at home when im at home in my room by myself im am a different more hyper person and i wish i could let my friends see that but im afraid that they will not accept me i have so many secrets that i wish i could let out but i am afraid to i am lost in this world and i am waiting for someone to find me so plz come and find me i like any kind of japennes anime thats all for now ill add more later
dream avi
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lol, yeah anyone can be my home slice ^^
*smells a random flower*
well later