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basic: when i was a kid I was first diagnosed with ADHD. Until Middle school from 6th to half of 8th grade people never understood I was depressed, anxiety rising, bullied for who I was, I changed from girly girl to anime freak to emo then girly again then anime/emo freak. Causes:i cut, burn, smoke, many ways to do suicide but still nothing..... I went to the Mental Hospital for 12 days and 3 hours. Reason: in the 8th grade I wrote things called "abomination" "mental" "bloody" and I had it so I threw desks, starved myself, worked out more than eating, I ran away 15 times, got arrested for running away (stupid reason right?) I thought no one loved me. My first oldest sister is pretty much dead to me cause she doesnt understand! Brother: god he might understand but not really. Second oldest sister: Bish, Wh***, had three kids from 14 to 27 now i have 7. 2 nephews 5 nieces. one daughter was from my brother but he had sort of same problems so she was taken away. Only met her once she was a week old. 3 from each sister. The healing: I have friends who have me and love me for who i am. Not for who I'm not. oh did I mention that I went through beatings? but back to healing. I think positive, i think back to happy moments, now. I think to myself. "haters gonna hate and they will be up my a**s and i will wipe them off" (gross i know but its true) So now I love myself. Now my dream is to be a Rehab Therapist cause I went through stuff so did my family, and i know it will be hard but I can do it
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