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Okay... I don't know how to start this off but lemme be true to myself on this... I wanna change, SomeHow, SomeWhere, SomePlace, I wanna Change. Im tired of being in a place filled with lies, Filled with Hurt, Filled with Betrayl. Im tired of people hurting me without even their knowledge. I paste a smile on my face just to cover the f*cking pain I've been through and even with my worst days that I just feel like going, running away, going somewhere. I stop myself. I control myself from going up to people and hurting them, the exact way they did to me. Im lost in a world. This world. My minds always filled with thoughts of anger and when they are happy, Somebody comes and ruins it. It doesn't phase me anymore. No matter how many times you say something, Do something, Anything. It won't hurt me. It won't phase me. Nothing. I've been through it all. I know all the dumb f*cking tricks of people. Im not stupid anymore. People take me for a sucker but Im not. I hate how people comment things f*cking about you but then agian look at their a$$e$. Im proud about the way I am, Im beautiful and I know it. So what if Im not their Hieght, Their Skin Tone, Im not fully grown. So f*cking what. Im happy the exact dam way I am and I have no problems with myself. I don't care what people think of me. It can't be half as bad as what I think of them... This is the true me. Im always angry, Im always depressed, Im always sad or mad or something else. I get thoughts of doing sh!t that I'll probably regret later... Thats why I don't follow them.. Im tired.. Thats all.. Im tired of everybody.. Thats the real me...."Runaway" By Linkin Park <- This song is EXACTLY how I feel. All the F*cking Time, You think Im wierd or Im crazy? Who gives a sh!t? I don't thats for sure. So if u hate my way of thinking, Hate the way I talk, Hate anything about me? Keep it to ur f*cking self cuz I don't care.
" RunAway " - Linkin Park
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open up my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
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She Can't Hide No Matter How Hard She Tries, Her Secret Disguise Behind The Lies, And At Night She Cries Away her Pride, With Eyes Shut Tight Staring at her Inside...
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She can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside...
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