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I like to do things on my own, I abide by my own goals and insights. I set them, and I do what I can to accomplish them. I set my own rules and what I believe is fair. 'm generally a nice guy, I'll talk to anyone that talks to me, I'll treat you the same way you treat me. If I don't like you, you'll know. I work at Mcdonalds, I've worked there for two years now. Yes, I flip burgers, yes, I handle your food. Come visit me through drive-through from 10-12 and I'll fill your bag with goodies. Haha, or yell in the speaker and I'll ******** with your food. I believe in being fair. I don't give one flying ******** about your opinions or about what you have to say, if I did, I'd look like everyone else. Obviously I don't so go ahead, and say what you want. Because I'll just proceed with thinking the same thing. I'm myself, and I'm only gonna be myself. Don't expect s**t out of me, because it sets yourself up for disapointments.
I have my own idea on what love feels like. And it's something I take very seriously. I haven't found it yet, but I'm hoping to soon. I feel you get a great deal of comfort having someone there for you, which the only the intentions of making you feel better, because they care, or need you. The most cherished feeling is when someone needs you. I feel not one person knows you better than.... yourself. I feel you should never let someone control you. You have a voice, a mind, an opinion. Use it, it's what seperates you from everyone else. I like to believe I'm observant. You'll most likely never guess what I'm thinking about, or things I notice about people that very rarely people catch. Well, I do. So don't expect to get away with little things around me. I believe I'm photogenic, I can remember faces real well. So if I've seen you once, and introduced myself, I'll most definately remember who you were the next time we meet. I'm not so much of a shy person, I'm as outgoing as they come. I'll say what's on my mind to you, I don't hold back. Music isn't everything to me, but it plays important roles in my mood. It's hard to explain, but some songs just give you that vibe, or jogs a memory from being younger, or happy, or something that jumpstarts a feeling. But I can become distilled when I'm uncomfortable. I used to think way too much about things and it would always get the best of me. I'll talk to anyone, I don't judge people for how they are, but for who they are. If you're conceited, close minded, or just ********' inconsiderate you're not gonna get far with me, so ******** off. Try and sell your greed somewhere else. It was only until recently that I came to a point knowing what I want to be when I get older. But I don't know the exact name for it, but it has to do with Narcotics and the effects they have on the brain. I like people to be as comfortable as possible with me, I don't judge. I'll talk about pretty much anything without the worry of being embarrassed. You can't really do much to put me down, because chances are I've heard it before and it's none of my concern. I find people ******** retarded who put others down. Karma's a b***h, don't forget that. I believe there is a god. I'm a very easy person to talk to, I try to get where people are coming from when they explain things to me. I don't jump to conclusions, I don't assume. I investigate.
I'll be your friend, if you're nice to me. Piss me off once, I'll definately look at you different. I hate it when people expect things outta you, I hate backstabbers with a mother ******** passion. If you have something to say about me, say it to me. Not someone that's gonna tell me later. If so, you're so ******** stupid. I don't like seein' people hurt that are truly giving. I believe in Karma, so why should people who really do put more then they are given back into life be hurt. I do what I can, I can't promise I'll help. I'm very into thunderstorms and astronomy. But it's not like it used to be for me. When I was younger I used to always wonder what it was like up above, or why the clouds would turn darker creating that, "disaster" vibe and give me that adrenaline rush as a child, but as I grew I've learned many reasons why these things come to be. So where exactly is the thrill in that? I love to play chess, think you're good enough? Play me. I hate explaining my problems to others, makes me feel whiny. So just observe, you might be able to figure it out for yourself. I'm very keen on reactions and judgement. I like to help my friends, the ones that deserve to be happy. My friends mean alot to me, even though I really don't have much of that these days. I used to have a problem with being alone, but now, you can't get me to leave my room. I place way too much dependancy on things I shouldn't which always fails in the end.
You probably see me as the hyper-active outgoing person but really first impressions aren't much. I have an enormous trust issue. I can't really trust many people. If you ******** that up once you're not gonna be looked at the same by me. I can't stand being lied to, I'd rather have the damn truth then you tell me something so fake and then find out later it's not what I expected, it'll just piss me off more. So save time, and ******** tell me the truth, I don't care how bad it is. You'll have much more respect from me if you do. If you're nice to me, I'll do what I can when the chance comes to repay it 10 fold, I do return favors, greatly. Which ties into my, "being observant" I used to express how I felt all the time, but I've come to a revelation that not many people really give a s**t. I've seen people spill there guts out and the other person not show any smirk or sign of sympathy or interest. Like I said, it doesn't set me up for a disappointment. I used to Ecstasy alot. To the point of 3-4 pills a day. Untill I OD'ed, I haven't done it since. You'd be surprised how influenced you are to do things that you would dislike sober. I used to be a good person, or atleast I thought I was, but drugs change you. But I overcame that, and now I'm clean. I smoke every once in a great while, I don't smoke cigarettes, I rarely ever drink, I guess it's something to do when you're with a nice bunch of your friends, but not something I would do just to get drunk.
[More importantly]
Reading all this only gives you a jyst of what I can be like. Everyone has opinions, so it's for you to decide, it's pretty much impossible to type a personality. Judge me for who I am, not how I am.
I have my own idea on what love feels like. And it's something I take very seriously. I haven't found it yet, but I'm hoping to soon. I feel you get a great deal of comfort having someone there for you, which the only the intentions of making you feel better, because they care, or need you. The most cherished feeling is when someone needs you. I feel not one person knows you better than.... yourself. I feel you should never let someone control you. You have a voice, a mind, an opinion. Use it, it's what seperates you from everyone else. I like to believe I'm observant. You'll most likely never guess what I'm thinking about, or things I notice about people that very rarely people catch. Well, I do. So don't expect to get away with little things around me. I believe I'm photogenic, I can remember faces real well. So if I've seen you once, and introduced myself, I'll most definately remember who you were the next time we meet. I'm not so much of a shy person, I'm as outgoing as they come. I'll say what's on my mind to you, I don't hold back. Music isn't everything to me, but it plays important roles in my mood. It's hard to explain, but some songs just give you that vibe, or jogs a memory from being younger, or happy, or something that jumpstarts a feeling. But I can become distilled when I'm uncomfortable. I used to think way too much about things and it would always get the best of me. I'll talk to anyone, I don't judge people for how they are, but for who they are. If you're conceited, close minded, or just ********' inconsiderate you're not gonna get far with me, so ******** off. Try and sell your greed somewhere else. It was only until recently that I came to a point knowing what I want to be when I get older. But I don't know the exact name for it, but it has to do with Narcotics and the effects they have on the brain. I like people to be as comfortable as possible with me, I don't judge. I'll talk about pretty much anything without the worry of being embarrassed. You can't really do much to put me down, because chances are I've heard it before and it's none of my concern. I find people ******** retarded who put others down. Karma's a b***h, don't forget that. I believe there is a god. I'm a very easy person to talk to, I try to get where people are coming from when they explain things to me. I don't jump to conclusions, I don't assume. I investigate.
I'll be your friend, if you're nice to me. Piss me off once, I'll definately look at you different. I hate it when people expect things outta you, I hate backstabbers with a mother ******** passion. If you have something to say about me, say it to me. Not someone that's gonna tell me later. If so, you're so ******** stupid. I don't like seein' people hurt that are truly giving. I believe in Karma, so why should people who really do put more then they are given back into life be hurt. I do what I can, I can't promise I'll help. I'm very into thunderstorms and astronomy. But it's not like it used to be for me. When I was younger I used to always wonder what it was like up above, or why the clouds would turn darker creating that, "disaster" vibe and give me that adrenaline rush as a child, but as I grew I've learned many reasons why these things come to be. So where exactly is the thrill in that? I love to play chess, think you're good enough? Play me. I hate explaining my problems to others, makes me feel whiny. So just observe, you might be able to figure it out for yourself. I'm very keen on reactions and judgement. I like to help my friends, the ones that deserve to be happy. My friends mean alot to me, even though I really don't have much of that these days. I used to have a problem with being alone, but now, you can't get me to leave my room. I place way too much dependancy on things I shouldn't which always fails in the end.
You probably see me as the hyper-active outgoing person but really first impressions aren't much. I have an enormous trust issue. I can't really trust many people. If you ******** that up once you're not gonna be looked at the same by me. I can't stand being lied to, I'd rather have the damn truth then you tell me something so fake and then find out later it's not what I expected, it'll just piss me off more. So save time, and ******** tell me the truth, I don't care how bad it is. You'll have much more respect from me if you do. If you're nice to me, I'll do what I can when the chance comes to repay it 10 fold, I do return favors, greatly. Which ties into my, "being observant" I used to express how I felt all the time, but I've come to a revelation that not many people really give a s**t. I've seen people spill there guts out and the other person not show any smirk or sign of sympathy or interest. Like I said, it doesn't set me up for a disappointment. I used to Ecstasy alot. To the point of 3-4 pills a day. Untill I OD'ed, I haven't done it since. You'd be surprised how influenced you are to do things that you would dislike sober. I used to be a good person, or atleast I thought I was, but drugs change you. But I overcame that, and now I'm clean. I smoke every once in a great while, I don't smoke cigarettes, I rarely ever drink, I guess it's something to do when you're with a nice bunch of your friends, but not something I would do just to get drunk.
[More importantly]
Reading all this only gives you a jyst of what I can be like. Everyone has opinions, so it's for you to decide, it's pretty much impossible to type a personality. Judge me for who I am, not how I am.
