About
I am Alex. Age 16. Nothing about me is special. Nothing about me is unique.
I have about five friends. No girlfriend. I enjoy being alone. I enjoy reading. Not much can motivate me.
I have been a loner for the greater portion of my life and have found that the company of one suits me just fine. More recently however, I have found that I grow terribly lonely at night when the house is quiet and I have time to think. I start to feel desperately alone and find comfort in the fact that I will always have technology to keep me company, even if it is really crappy company.
I have begun to think more and more about our origins as human beings. I feel like there is something missing from out life. We give the world the greatest portion of our lives only to have death await us at the end. We sweat and toil all of our lives with only scattered glimmers of happiness to keep us going. I know I will never find the answer I am looking for, and I am growing to accept that.
I try and type with correct grammar and allow my enlightened vocabulary shine through. If you find any of my posts you will find that I hate personalized posing styles and use just the plain black that a post is intended to be.
I have slight insomnia and have trouble getting to sleep and staying asleep. During those times, I just think. I don't get on the computer though. Reason? My parents are asses and have the computer I use have a time limit on it. Literally shuts down after two hours of logged time. It really sucks.
I enjoy music. Most of it metal, but more recently it has grown to include forms of techno. Started my craving for music through System of a Down and moved on to Slayer. Now my music library has grown to carry more than 3000 songs of metal and techno combined.
I am a complete geek. I know most of the workings of a computer. I am willing to drop two grand on a gaming laptop so I can spend countless hours playing World of War Crack, CoD 4, Bioshock, The Orange Box Games. The list goes on. I just need a fix really bad.
I am an avid soccer fan and have played the greater portion of my life. I enjoy playing golf as well as watching it. I have found that the sports that I enjoy the most, obese American children find extremely boring. I can sit through hours of watching a soccer match or a golf tournament when I can't stand watching an entire football game. Only other sport that I enjoy watching is baseball, which is another so called "boring" sport.
Random Facts:
- I almost always have a pen or pencil on me.
- I often use the word "of" when I need to put the word "or"
- I am a third year soccer referee
- I carry two headphones with me when at school
- I own a Wii and a Nintendo DS
- I am an Anime Fanatic
Nothing else to say about me. At least nothing comes to mind. So, I guess I am done here.
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I kid, I kid.
Serves you right for snooping.... LOL!