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Story of a dead man."I am the best at what I do, and what I do an't nice." -James Howlett
The situation presents itself as one as if it were not a situation at all. But one's question of: How far can I take this? Money, women, speed, violence, climax, sleep, work, live, bored, time, these are all weigh stations in which I think. If you feel that you are unsure then you are already slipping from my mind. I am not willing to commit to your life if you are still thinking about what I am. I am past you, flying down the highway naked on a flaming bus that was once your normal life, laughing. If I am not positive about my opinion I will grind you down to the stump that I think you are. Your friends are better friends with me. Your family treats me more like family. Your thoughts are weaker than mine. If you think different then you are one step in the right direction of keeping me interested. If I haven't already told you what I want with you, you should be afraid and buy a new journal to write in because you'll need it. I don't have role models. I have people I model myself after. I take what I need and channel it threw me to make you more in awe of thing that I call: me. Ask me to change: I will. Ask me to stay: I will. Ask me love: I can't. You're love from me has to be earned. You have to call me 1:30 in the morning at my friends house, whose number you had to track down only to talk to their mom and convince her to get me from my drunken stupor just to tell you I'll call you tomorrow, one week later. But much like everything in my life. You become my life. If you've gotten this far then I already know this. And my pain will very soon become yours. If you lie to yourself and think that this is a lie. Remember one thing. Play to win, or don't play at all.
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