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.I hate you but I love you
I hate because you left me.
I love you because you stayed.
I hate you when you didnt believe
I love you because you prayed.
I hate you because you didnt have faith.
I love you because you understood.
I hate you because you couldnt
I love you because you could
I hate the way you stared at me and loved the way you turned away
I listen when you talk to me and treasure what you say.
I sometimes love you and sometimes hate you so where does it tell how i feel
How do i know which feeling is fake and which one might be real
Hatrid is hell and love is heaven but you leave me clearly no choice
I love it when you talk to me but hate to hear your voice.
Its a thin line between love and hate and i dont want to end this on confusion
The picture has to become clear soon instead of a sill allusion.
So for now let it be love and also let it be hate
Come back and ask me if i love you after the baby's born date
Vampire
Demonical ears..
Cold soft lips
Rock feelings
all among the air
He is the blood I need
so sacred.. yet forsaken for me
making me nervus.. by every step taken on his feet..
I wish I could hold him
but I wouldnt guess... he would want that. from someone like me.
He's so good. so harmless.
yet you love him.. and you'll see..
how bad can things get.. how bad he could be.
he crushed you down
like a bat on he's way to the funeral
with one single shot
from the canon on he's power
it'isnt strange
to hear them say
they've been hurt by him
he's the most beautifull.. yet deathfull
needle. You could find.
the black saphire.. holding it on hes neck
close to the bite
she ever made
he's dark unpure heart
is dead attatched so he's barley soul
hes half alive
half taken from life
he's the cold empty vampire at the night..
he's like a needle you can't handle
once you get hurt
you bleed
untill you can't control
he's half alive
he's hald taken from life
the cold dark vampirte at the night
You could dream of he's bite
so pure and sacred like a ruby on your hands
Demonical thoughts yet beautifull they are..
The cold vampire. That ever cryed..
Like a needle on your hands
I never said he's half dead
he's just half alive..
Good at your side
bad when you have feelings toards
he'd spead he's wings
to get away from light..
/your light I pressume../
he'd fly away from the graveyard
just to run from the hott.. burning light..
that ever penatrated the dark.
he would run away
not understand why..
with out a little fight back.
He would run away From Light.
The Sleeper
Vampire Butterfly
Butterfly resembles my soul.
Black, broken, and no longer whole.
I fly around not knowing where to go.
When I’ll stop nobody knows.
Black resembles, how I feel
Cause all my wounds will not heal.
Open to darkness, scared of light
That why I only came out at night.
My light is only guided by the moon.
I think death is coming soon.
After me, put me to an end.
To hell is where my soul will be sent.
Fighting it with all I have.
But my wings are down, they have been stabbed.
No strength. Getting weak.
All my blood rushes, and is beginning to leak
I no longer fight, I give in.
I feel so horrible, I was made a sin.
By looking in the eyes of death, I know its to late.
I give up there’s no more I can take.
My wings flutter in the wind, once more.
Yet its hard to move them because their tore.
This is my last breath, I inhale.
I tell everyone, I’ll see you in hell.
Gracefully sitting on a bench at the park
Listening to the music in the air
Breeze caressing her lovely hair
Delicate perfume is carried through til' dark.
She turns the page from her book
Suddenly she sensed an awkward feelin'
Ignores the increasing sensation of panic
She takes another quick look
Muscles tighten as she begins to get a lil' frantic.
Clouds are rollin' in and it's getting dark
Wind is gaspin', reaching out and grabs her
Quickly releasing her with a thunderous bark
Heart pounding heavily in her chest
Approaching an unusual storm at it's best.
Not sure if it's the book she's been reading
Or the storm she's been seduced by
Stands up and looks around and quickly stares at the ground
Evangelistically screaming,
Feelin' like she's instantly bound
Out of nowhere comes a hellova sight
Tears loutishly fall down her cheek
Fears brought on this woman's ability to fight
Total darkness, touched by his hand
A glimpse into his alluring eyes
She couldn't understand what was happening
All she knew was he had No Right!
A voice in her head speaks ' I'm here to take you away'
She horrifiably pulls from his grip
He allows her to slip, 'You might want to pray'
She falls romantically to her knees
Loud rumbling laughter runs through her veins
As he continues to pull harder on the reins
She quickly realizes she hasn't any control
Heart breaking in pieces
People aren't s'pose to wear leashes
Excitement, fear, and pain caused her blood to boil
Nails gripping into the soil
As he has her by the hair
She can't help but think that somehow this just isn't fair
Just as he was about to get his fill
The beast from within' was released
She had one thought and that was to kill
Out of nowhere became this woman with skill
The challenge was on
She took a moment to notice he looked pleased
Still frantic, still the angelic soul
Without any choice but to give in to his wants
She became someone dark
A beauty that now haunts
Those who thought of her as weak
For now she's met her master
No doubt, she couldn't be any faster.
She gets in her stance while
He is enveloped into a trance
'Doesn't have to be this way' she hears in her head
Puts up her fists ready to play
He quickly turns the other way
Draws in his wings with a thunderclap
Everything falls into it's place with a snap
Laying on the ground unbound,
Perspiring fears of the unknown
Heart racing and tear marks on her face
Looks around, clear skies
Immediately rubs her eyes,
Things just couldn't have been a dream
Seem like it was so surreal.
Raises herself up from the ground,
Clothes torn, hair a mess,
Notices from a distance a shadow
'This is your EvAnEsCeNcE' she heard
A sense of power, strength, and wisdom
Flowed entirely through her body
From this point forward she will never
Face anything with fear
It must be real it's been a whole year
Her shadow is a seductive shear!
Preacher Paul was struck, by one on a drunken drive;
First in our class, Paul isn’t alive;
Tobacco, nicotine, and cancer got Grandma Comfort;
With an orange sized lung tumor, it had to hurt;
In Korea, Noel was often “almost” killed, when young;
But he survived, croaked old, and didn’t die by the gun;
Tom, the card dealer, ran into a fire;
It was his Babe and Mantle cards, he did desire;
Mike’s mom crashed, with a speeder to blame;
Mike was young, but he never was the same;
Grandpa Mangan died, before I lived, at age fifty-seven;
Dad always told me, he’s looking proud at me, from heaven;
Grandpa Comfort died, at age seventy-eight;
Doctors said a heart attack, was his last date;
Aunt Jane cried, at the funeral, where she saw my grandma lay;
Shortly after that, she met her last day;
Jeff Rigby didn’t wear a seat belt;
When the van rolled, it was death he felt;
Chris’ sis was a cheerleader and hip;
When she died, her auto took a flip;
Great grandma lived to be a hundred and two;
At that age, she must have out lived her friends, by more than a few;
Aunt Dot was “Grandma by the Lake; ”
Died of old age. She made no mistake;
They all have passed. Perhaps for heaven sake;
For the Good Lord will give and the Good Lord will take
We would do well to meet our shadow
The side we give so little publicity,
The side from which the media run like dogs
Yet revel in like wolves tearing at a carcass.
We would do well to own our darkness
A Black, An Indian, A Jew, A Criminal, A King, A Messiah
For others to use to focus as targets for our rage
If we could only meet our darkness and have help to embrace it
There might be basis for hope of at least a better age
OMG OMG amy lee is engaged!
oh sorry guys and gurls um i cant read my messages cause of the sckool computers and i cant go on gaia in the libaray cuz of the filther crap same goes for my friends that i know in real life including snow white queen so sorry guys and gurls i dont know when i can read my messages sorry bye!
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