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2012 is teh new 666....
REJECT FALSE ICONS - Gorillaz
i'm hungry...all i had to eat was scrambled kittens and a glass of blood.
"I dream of one day living in a world where a chicken can cross the road without its motives being questioned."
"Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday."
"You possess a mind not merely twisted, but actually sprained."
"Look afar and see the end from the beginning."
"Tomorrow, this will be part of the unchangeable past but fortunately,
it can still be changed today."
"life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"
"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former."
~Albert Einstein~
"A problem is a chance for you to do your best."
~Duke Ellington~
"As scarce as truth is, the supply has always been in excess of the demand." ~Josh Billings~
"There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance."
~Socrates~
"Action Expresses priorities"
~Mahatma Gandhi~
"It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your value are."
~Roy Disney~
"Once you've decided what you want, plan out how you will achieve it. Without a plan, a goal is just a dream."
"The only place where success comes before work is a dictionary."
~Vidal Sassoon~
"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities."
~J.K. Rowling~
You only live once
"Open your arms to change, but don't let go of you values"
Dalai Llama
"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.”
-Bob Marley
"All drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with with your self-esteem. They're no good at all."
Kurt Cobain
stupidity is punishable by death
Dead i am the dog, hound of hell you cry
Devil on your back, I can never die
Blackened Smile, Twisted Mind,
Boiling Coffee Deep Inside.
For Some Reason I Just Can't Stay Awake
So How Much Caffeine Will It Take,
Until I Slide Into A Caffeinated Suicide?
spring has sprang,
fall has fell,
winter is here and its colder than hell.
The light you see at the end of the tunnel.
Is it a land to a fast aproching grave......?
"Promise you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."
~Winnie the Pooh~
"The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches, but to reveal to him, his own."
~Benjamin Disraeli~
"Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being."
~Goethe~
"The friendship that can cease has never been real."
-~Saint Jerome~
"A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget..."
"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them"
"When the silences are no longer akward, you know you are around friends."
"No lapse of time or distance of place can lessen the friendship of those who are truly persuaded of each other's worth."
"There is no distance too great between friends, for love gives wings to the heart."
"True friends are never apart, maybe in distance, but not in heart"
"True friendship is one that lasts even though one friend's sole has left this earth"
"We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry."
"The better you know someone, the less there is to say. Or maybe, there's less that needs to be said."
"A best friend is a sister that destiny forgot to give you."
"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."
“The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.”
“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to”
"It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it."
"No man or woman is worth your tears. The only one who is, will never make you cry."
"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."
- Mencius
-If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you
-If one day you want to run away
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you
-If one day you don't want to listen
to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
-But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
~My Friend (anonymous)~
My Friend when I think of you.
I think of all that we've been through.
All the times we argue and fight,
I know deep inside that it isn't right.
I, then feel bad and alot of pain.
It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.
I love you dear friend with all of my heart.
But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.
I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help.
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.
Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.
-If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.
-Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years.
-Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.
-Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.
-Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.
-Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.
-Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.
-Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness,
ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them.
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon. (so true
heart )
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do is be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
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~Alone~
~by Edgar Allan Poe~
~From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
~The Raven~
~Edgar Allan Poe~
~Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'
~Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.
~And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'
~Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.
~Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.
~Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'
~Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
~Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
~Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'
~But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'
~Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'
~But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'
~This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!
~Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
~`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
~`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
~`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
~And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!
~The Tiger~
~William Blake~
~Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?
~In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare seize the fire?
~And what shoulder and what art
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand and what dread feet?
~What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?
~When the stars threw down their spears,
And water'd heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who made the lamb make thee?
~Tiger, tiger, burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?
~The Dead Faith~
~Fannie Heaslip Lea~
~She made a little shadow-hidden grave,
The day Faith died;
Therein she laid it, heard the clod's sick fall,
And smiled aside-
"If less I ask," tear-blind, she mocked, "I may
Be less denied."
~She set a rose to blossom in her hair,
The day Faith died-
"Now glad," she said, "And free at last, I go,
And life is wide."
But through long nights she stared into the dark,
And she knew she lied.
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"We call them dumb animals, and so they are, for they cannot tell us how they feel, but they do not suffer less because they have no words" ~Anna Sewell~
"It's funny how dogs and cats know the inside of folks better than other folks do, isnt it?" ~Eleanor H. Porter~
"There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face."
~Ben Williams~
"Any society which does not insist upon respect for all life must necessarily decay."
~Albert Einstein~
"When a man wants to murder a tiger, it's called sport. When the tiger wants to murder him, it's called ferocity."
~George Bernard Shaw~
"I went snorkeling and noticed how gently the fish welcomed us into their world, as compared to the violence with which we welcomed them into ours. I became a vegetarian."
~Syndee Brinkman~
"The greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way its animals are treated."
~ Mahatma Gandhi~
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"You laugh because I'm different, i laugh because you're all the same"
"I'd rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who I'm not"
-Kurt Cobain
"I'm so happy because today I found my friends - they're in my head."
-Kurt Cobain
"I knew I was different. I thought that I might be gay or something because I couldn't identify with any of the guys at all. None of them liked art or music, they just wanted to fight and get laid. It was many years ago but it gave me this real hatred for the average American macho male."
-Kurt Cobain
As quoted in Melody Maker (1991-09-14)
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i pledge alegence to the under world,
one nation underdog there of which i stand alone.
Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals I've trapped
Have all become my pets
And I'm living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
But it's ok to eat fish
Cause they haven't any feelings
(but no i dont eat fish. im vegetarian)
~Angel~
You spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh, beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty, oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the street life
And everywhere you turn
There's vulture and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting
Keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escape one last time
So much easier to believe
In this sweet madness
All the glorious sadness
Brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
In the arms of the angel
my eyes feel like there gunna bleed,
dried up and bulging out my skull.
my mouth is dry,
my face is numb,
thats the point of dellirium.
on my own here we go.
Jimmy died, today
he blew his bains out
into the bay.
red eye, code blue, i like to stangle you, and watch your eyes buldge right out of your skull,
when you, fall down, head first into the ground,
i'll stand above you just to piss on your grave.
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~the forgotten guinea pig~
wen the house is warm and the food is hot
the guinea pig cries "forget me not"
alas some sims may clean their own
only to forget a guinea pig's home
hungrey and cold, a pig feels no love
thus breeds contempt for master above
expecting to play after many anight
who is surprised by the guinea pig's bite?
uncleaned, unloved a pigs life means not
like a child's plaything is simply forgot
but warnings to all who turn a deaf ear,
let the curse of the guinea pig always bring fear!
~The Poem (...But Home in Nowhere)~
We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desparate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
^__^
(='.'=)-meow-
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