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Report | 05/23/2010 3:13 pm

Life isn't going so great for me as well. I have just been Cyber Bullied by a friend, someone whom I thought I could trust. I've known her for nine years and she turns her back on me and every time I reread our conversation/argument, I knew from the very beginning that she never cared about me or thought of me as a friend. I was so hurt and it's bothered me a lot and I always wonder, "why me?" but then I realize that it was kind of a good thing. It was a good thing because it shows what kind of person she really is and I have the experience of being Cyber Bullied. This way I can share with others about what it's like and connect with others who've had it happen to them as well. I'm sorry that you have been in Heart Break but just know that you aren't the only one out there in the world and you probably deserve much better. I was in an abusive relationship for a couple of weeks and I knew that I had to get out of it fast, which I did. I've switched to a vocational arts school but I'm still a student at my old school...if you know what I mean or get the point...it's confusing. I've lost a lot contact with friends and I've even lost friends during the switching process. I've been going down a tough road myself.

Report | 05/21/2010 9:16 pm

Classy_Clarinet

Hi FaLlIng oUt Of ToDaY,

I haven't been on for about a year and you may not remember me but I was once known as Copper_The_Hound. I've changed my name to Classy_Clarinet to begin a fresh start onto Gaia once again. I'm wanting to catch up with you and see how things are going for you.
-Classy_Clarinet

Report | 08/03/2009 3:19 pm

anna18s

happy b-day

Report | 07/23/2009 11:55 am

Classy_Clarinet

Sounds like fun. To night I'm going uptown to watch the Thursday bands play and just hang with marching band friends after band practice.

Report | 07/20/2009 6:36 pm

Classy_Clarinet

I'm glad that you are having fun with your cousin around. I'm sorry that I won't be able to wish you a birthday wish on your actual birthday, so, Happy Birthday! During camp I have a friend whose birthday is on the 4th and I'm dressing up as a hooker for her.

Report | 07/15/2009 9:58 am

Classy_Clarinet

Band camp starts on the 2nd of August through the 7th. I'm exited but at the same time I'm not looking forward to the freshmen hacking all the time. Band started on Monday and we are doing pretty well but there are tons of things we have to fix and learn.

Report | 07/11/2009 8:46 pm

Classy_Clarinet

Yeah, I'm home. Thank stinks that you didn't really go anywhere. My sleeping schedule is stuck in California time, which is three hours behind Ohio time. I sleep in till 5 pm and go to bed around 5 am. It sucks because band starts up on Monday and I have to show up to practice early because I'm one of the student leaders.

Report | 07/09/2009 1:49 am

Classy_Clarinet

Ugh, you are so freaking lucky. I'm sitting here at home and it's 4:30 in the morning and I just got back from Cali. I only had about 4 hours of sleep! Yeah, it's my fault but I wanted to spend more time with the family all together. I wish I got money for sitting people. At least you get to spend time with people though. It's not like you're locked up somewhere, lol.

Report | 07/03/2009 1:21 am

Classy_Clarinet

I'm glad to be here in California but I can't wait to get back home to upload my photos and to make my brother a video before he leaves for deployment. I would love to stay longer but I know that's never going to happen. I just don't want marching band to take over my life just yet and my cousins are coming over from Seattle and I know I have to see them everyday that they are there. So my days are taken over and then school starts up again. ugh.

Report | 06/29/2009 1:22 pm

Classy_Clarinet

I understand completely. I'm sorry that I haven't responded sooner. I'm in California with my family and they didn't have internet yet until today.

Report | 06/23/2009 10:18 am

Classy_Clarinet

People think that I copy others or think that I like to look like other people or idolize those people. I honestly try to follow my own style and attitude but other people think that I try to follow others. Some people know that I'm just being myself. I really don't care if they think this or that. I'm still shy when I meet people face to face but once I start talking to them and being around them often then everything goes away. Sometimes people can't change who they are because they are so self centered but others can change themselves but they change by learning what works for them. You know what I mean? I'm just glad I'm here for people.

Report | 06/19/2009 7:44 pm

Classy_Clarinet

I'm used to being called a "freak" or being "different". I don't understand people who have to dress alike or who needs to have someone lead them, if you know what I mean. I guess I'm just too independent. I've had some friends go into inane asylums but it was all just from depression issues. They say that it was really fun and there were "hot" people there. I'm not really looking for guys because of military business and that is going to take over my life and not to sound selfish but I have to take care of myself them to think about anyone else during the beginning year. my sister used to have stage fright but then she went to a Butler Tech school for the arts and they always have a performance every 6 weeks to let parents and other friend from their "home schools" (whatever school they came from). My sister did dance, photography, and theater (acting, technical design, costume design, etc.) and she came out of it. But that was a small school. I'm supporting you, over here in Ohio, with whatever choice you make.

Report | 06/17/2009 2:07 pm

Classy_Clarinet

Well, I'm always nervous when we are in sectionals and playing the clarinet is hard because of all the key changes and I have small fingers because I'm a small person. We never really battle for chairs in band since we are a small band of 70 and not many people are upper class men, the directors usually choose whoever is more responsible and they check for attendance and attitude. I've been on stage for D.I. (Destination Imagination), so I'm used to preforming in front of people but I always get the butterflies. I totally understand where you're coming from though and I respect that. Ha ha, that always sucks when you want to keep things equal but it doesn't work. I like your plans. I can't wait to see my brother and my sister in law and that's just in a week from now! My younger cousins are coming from Seattle and I haven't seen them in FOREVER and I miss them so much. I only get to see them once a year, so it's a big event in the summer. Family and friends is something that I can handle but being myself I'm totally random.

Report | 06/16/2009 1:57 pm

RaviousWolfwood

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Report | 06/15/2009 3:04 pm

Classy_Clarinet

I would be sad if I didn't come back to talk to everyone if I was abducted. I love talking to people or having pin pals because I see the true personalities of people and that's what I like. I know a couple people who aren't people persons and during band camp I always see them getting used to everyone and they are starting to some people and as the season progresses then they seem to do fine. I'm not trying to change you or anyone because only YOU and change YOU. If you know what I mean. You can always try, I always try to talk to some of the 8th graders before they become freshmen to let them know what they could be getting themselves into. One time when I was with my driving instructor, my left arm was more tan than the right one and my OCD kicked in, so, I sat the other arm out in the sun. LOL. I have been busy with band, of course, with graduation and I had to study for exams, OGTs (Ohio Graduation Tests) were in March and I was on the verge of death from this horrible illness (I shouldn't have been at school), getting a senior slide show , going to graduation parties. Thats all I can think of right now but I'm sure I'm forgetting a whole lot. I'm trying to get into contact with everyone.

Report | 06/15/2009 9:52 am

caylee-happyhooker

haha we're like twinkies now! COME JIMMIE!! LET US HAVE A POWER HOUR!!!! haha sorry i couldn't help that.

Report | 06/13/2009 9:20 am

Classy_Clarinet

At times I don't feel lucky but I also don't want to sound like a snob telling people about it. I'll admit that I'm too nice. I haven't been to the mall in years! Thanks for the luck of not getting tan but I know once band camp starts, I'm going to get some color. We are outside for at least 12 hours of the day, at least maybe less. We go inside for 3 hours to play music/rehearse. At times I wish I came into the marching band with the rest of my class but there's a reason for everything. Ha ha, thanks for the advice! I'm going to be around alien country.

Report | 06/10/2009 1:20 pm

Classy_Clarinet

Hmmm...the furthest I've ever been was to Paris, France. But I mean at least you're away from your local area, that would always make me feel better. I don't like being tan honestly, I think I look really gross. I don't mind people who do get tans because my friends are naturally tan or go tanning somewhere. I like Texas, its such a beautiful place. My band directer called my cell phone because on the register for next years schedule it said that I wasn't taking marching band/concert band. I knew that if I wasn't going to do band that he was going to get mad, since I've been in it for 4 years already (going on my 5th) and there would be no way I would give up my position in where I'm at in it. I'm going to California around June 24 for two weeks before we see him get deployed. That really sucks to be your brothers! I hate my school so much and I'm glad I got out for a little bit. Welding is a good job to have, to get a lot of money. It's always fun to get dirty sometimes, I always enjoy it. It makes me feel like I can be so carefree about things.

Report | 06/10/2009 11:00 am

Classy_Clarinet

I've been busy too. Today was the last day of school but the sad thing is, I have to go back to fit the color guard for their new uniforms. I didn't sign up for that job, my band director said that I was going to do it. I'm not a teachers pet, I'm a teachers slave! LOL! At least its summer though and I'm going to California to see my brother this month. Ugh, I'm glad schools over, that way I can spend time talking to friends on the computer and hanging out with friends. Are you on summer yet, I bet you are and I'm just being silly. ;P

Report | 06/10/2009 10:35 am

Classy_Clarinet

Hey how are you? Haven't talked to you in forever!!! I hope everything is going well.
Love,
Copper

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