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I noticed a young lady standing with her head so low and her eyes so wide.
With an expression so sad and body language so dead
Who is this girl, standing with such low confidence and no faith in anything
With her hands just faintly at her side

Who is this girl with a confused state of mind, trying to figure out the road to take
With a heart falling so deeply beneath her chest
Trying to ask God for help, but having doubts that he even exists
As if reality was not real, but it was fake

Who is this girl who can't even look at my face as I speak
With esteem so weak
Whose life can take so many paths, but none are clear enough to face
Who just wants to live the life she seeks

Who is this girl who has a tear forming, but doesn't know why
Who feels life is just one big show
Who is just a puppet on a string for a being
And believes life is just one big lie

Why won't she look up?!
Who are you?!
Why do you stand in silence when you obviously have something to say
But just can't seem to say it. Look up!

I soon realize that this girl I'm trying to figure out is the one person I could never figure out.
It was me.

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fantasia visionaria

Report | 01/26/2009 7:39 pm

fantasia visionaria

Who do you tell when you love someone, hoping that someone's in love with you? I think I mind as well tell you. I hesitated much too many times, and I won't let you slip away from me. No. I know you're for me and me for you. But I don't know what to say or to do. So now that we're together I'm telling you...
fantasia visionaria

Report | 01/24/2009 10:53 pm

fantasia visionaria

How could I stand here and be deceived

Knowing that you were lying to me

With every breath you take and every move you make

Your words are what you create

Your eyes and words so convincing

And my ears just listening

You tell all what they want to hear

But think everything they fear

I tell you face to face

You were just a mistake

But how can I say such a thing

When I am what I hate
fantasia visionaria

Report | 10/10/2008 7:52 pm

fantasia visionaria

If someone asked you if you were happy, would you reply with a slight smile?
fantasia visionaria

Report | 03/22/2008 4:33 pm

fantasia visionaria

I envy the purest of the pure with thoughts of how could I be deceived

For it was all a dream that I actually believed.

I awakened, opening my eyes and allowing my thoughts to depart

At a perplex state of mind, everything set apart

Was it all a dream, no it couldn't be

Because I awakened and the truth was right in front of me

Far away, but so close to hand

So why can't I reach the truth?
fantasia visionaria

Report | 03/22/2008 4:27 pm

fantasia visionaria

Practically alone with a head full of thoughts, I sit awaiting the answer to my question with a heart full of hope and a mind full of doubt.
Kloud Shibo

Report | 07/20/2007 12:46 pm

Kloud Shibo

So ur still new to gaia.i say i'm still new......abit-_- '_'