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HOLD UPP;;Ohhkayy. So Listen up.
There's this guy that I like.
To me, he seemed perfect. I could even say that I loved him. I thought that we might have had a chance, but then I come home one day, and I open up this email. It proved me wrong.
It was from him. The guy of my dreams.
He said that he didn't want a relationship.
I thought that it really sucked.
When those words hit me, I was officially heatbroken.
I came home the day after, and I got online to msn.
His name was there. He was online. Just waiting for me to click it.
So I get online, and I ask him to explain this email. It didn't make sense to me at first, so I figured that I needed an explanation. This were the exact words he said back:
"just because i kind of looked into the futre and kind of saw us having a realationship and rite now im not ready for a gf ok and its not just cause its u becasue i dont think ill be havin a gf for 1 year or several months"
I thought that than it all made sense. My broken heart was mended, or atleast I thought it was.
A couple of days later, averything was back to normal.
We got into a conversation about some other website, and he blurted out that he liked another girl.
I WAS SHOCKED.
The thing that killed me the most, was that the girl he liked was one of my really close friends.
She's really nice, and she seems kind of good for him, she's a year older and stuff, but it would hurt me either way because I still like him.
You see, I've liked this guy for over 3 or 4 months now, and we've known eachother for about a year.
I think that it's going to be really awkward when I see him again in September, but hopefully it goes better than I think.
My whole point of this weeks blog was that LOVE REALLY STINKS.
Not all of the time, but you need to watch who you fall in love with. I still think that he's the right one for me, but I'm not going too far with it yet.
If you have any advice, then you can leave a comment and tell me what you think.
-Moriah
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Sorry I couldnt really help u with your problem :S
~Joe
Its kinda hard to read tho because the pics are blocking it tho