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My name is HanaRiki, which is Flower Power in Japanese. So, everyone calls me flower. I am 16 years of age, I live in the U.S. and I am a major hippy. I love making friends, so don't be shy! If your curious about any of my weird qualities, just ask!

one of my favorite hobbies is writing. I do go through writers block (Months at a time) and i really don't do very well when I don't write. At the moment I am coming out of a coma of a writers block xD So i'm slowly growing the imaginative part of my brain again. I really hate my long writers block, and if anyone has this problem and knows how to fix it PLEASE MESSAGE ME

I am aspiring to be an animal doctor, I absolutely love all animals and I want to give back to them, animals have really changed my life, and i think its them that has given me peace of mind and knowledge about life that I wouldn't have realised without them. Sadly, my past baby, rosy got infected with the parvovirus. after three months of mourning I attempted to add another beautiful dog to our home, not knowing that the parvovirus can survive in your home for up to a year, my little girl Lylah, passed away too. I think that this was what really made me turn to animal medical science (Does that make sense? lol) well, in september it will have been a full year since lylah's death, so we are hoping to be able to enter yet another lovely baby into our home (If anyone knows about a test that you can take to see if the virus is still living in your home please contact me, i'm going to start researching it pretty soon.)

I have been to two phych wards in my life. The first happened when I attempted to kill myself after a very serious case of phychosis and bipolar deppression. The second was when I was still hallucinating, and attacked a friend. This sounds really scary, and truthfully it is. Mental illness is (in my oppinion) one of the most deadly, and painful type of diseases out there. When you start feeling your mind break down, its pretty horrifying. Luckily, I am on medication now, that really works for me. there is no cure for bipolar or phychosis, but there is medication that can help the chemicals in a patients brain function much better. I still have ups and downs, but with my phychiatrist, and therapist we have gone a long way. If anyone feels as though they are mentally unhealthy, or if they need someone to talk to i'm right here, With what ive been through, I can connect with people and there problems, and I think I do a good job when it comes to helping people. Of course I reccomend therapy and medication, its not for everyone, you can't fix your mental problems without helping yourself, or being ready to help yourself.

So uh, yeah that's me (:

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