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Okay, well I'm redoing this, because I've changed. Lawlz I do that everyday, but whatever.
Sooo, I've finally decided I like girls. Only girls. I mean maybe one boy out of like 800 of girls, but I highly doubt. Becauuuse if there are 800 girls that I could pick from, I'd pick from them. <3
Yeahhh~ Call me a f** and die. D< I hate that word it pisses me off, because people just throw it out like it's okay. -headdesk-
"Hey boy, take a look at me
Let me dirty up your mind"
Let me dirty up your mind"
I have a unhealthy obession with the lead singer of Garbage. Everytime I hear the music I'm like instantly happy. Annd she's like super super pretty. <3 I wished I looked like her. And her music makes me gasp. SAKHFJKSDHFS now I is sad just talking about her makes me feel all, ajkdfhsajkf inside. D;
O M G I just realized what she meant by that. ;-; She said I looked like handsome, and now I know why she giggled. She was calling me manish. Dammit why is it when I want to look like a effing guy I can't, but when I don't I do?! D< Stupid boobs always there when they shouldn't, and not when I want them to. GO AWAY BOOBS! DX I don't want you. I never did. Stupid family genes.
"I'll strip away your hard veneer
And see what I can find"
And see what I can find"
The girls I'm attracted to are the butch type. But not like the creepy to-man like butch. Like so butch you can't they are a girl. Does that make since? Probably not. I want a girl who domiants me, shoves me aganist random walls, and demands things. Who wears the baggie clothes, but still has that little hint of girl. Lawlz I'm so dumb. I should be simple if I ever want a girlfriend. And I want one baaaddd. -grabyhands- That's all I wanted Santa, that and Tom Felton, and, and, and Shirley ;-; You gave me none of them. Damn you. All that goodness for nothing...or all that goodness for part of the year.
...
Okay fine all that goodness for the week before Christmas. D<
Gimmie it next year dammit. D<
********, ********, ********, ******** a duck.
His name is Chuck.
He has no luck.
He wants a Buck.
He sucks, for that buck, 'cause he has no luck, Chuck, the duck, ********.
[[[[ That's copyrighted bitches. Don't steal. or atleast give me damn credit. DDDDDDD< ]]]]
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
I love, love, love rain. It makes me all happy on the inside. When it rains I go out and run. Or I meditate. Something. Even if it's like three in the morning. I have to go out in the rain. I spend so much time away from natural water that it makes me sad. I looove water, especially lake, and salt water. I love the ocean. JSHFJKSDH water in general makes me happy. I'm so weird. ;-;
I try to make other people happy when they are sad. So if you are ever unhappy come see me, I'll make you better. <3 Other peoples happiness usually comes before mine, depending on whats going with my emotions. If I'm like, "JSAKFYYQIOHEUIYUEGYUAI sad!" Then usually I need to get mine under control, then I'll make you happy. :3
"I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer"
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer"
I gigglesnort at people who have bandanas in their back pocket, and don't even know what that means, or used to mean. I mean seriously people need to research things before they decide to start doing it. I'm gonna laugh when some older gay man hits on some stupid igoranat teenager who has no clue what it means. You should be bitchslapped. D<
Doritos are yummy~ So is powerade. And, and, and cake. >>
"This is what he pays me for
I'll show you how it's done
You learn to love the pain you feel
Like father like son"
I'll show you how it's done
You learn to love the pain you feel
Like father like son"
I feel the need to say this; I wish I was a boy. I like being a girl...it has it's perks, I guess. But I always wanted to be one of the boys. I don't prefer to have a p***s, if it makes any sense, but I don't like having a v****a either...I just want to be without anything. Buuut I want to have the torso, and hips, legs, etc of a boy. But then I want to keep my face...I just kind of confused myself. I hope no one tries to read to much into this. >>
******** I need to cut my hair. It's getting to long. ******** if she would just let me cut it the way I want I would be having this damn problem. Buuut no. Le'sigh. I'll never be able to spike my hair.
"The queerest of the queer
Hide inside your head
The blindest of the blind
The deadest of the dead."
Hide inside your head
The blindest of the blind
The deadest of the dead."
I like to read. A lot. I read constantly. If it's not an actual novel, then it's a fanfiction, or someone's orignal story on Gaia. Something. Or I'm writing. Something. I don't like to not being something for to long, because I start thinking. And when I think bad things happen. Seriously. I start thinking about stuff going on, and then I get depressed because I think about my friends, and their problems. Then I think about not passing my classes. And I get all sdjlhfgtlugtyuier! D< So yeah...
Techno=love. I love techno it seems to be the only thing that keeps me semi-sane. And it makes me want to dance when I would never dance. <3 I love you Techno.
"You're hungry cause you starve
While holding back the tears
Choking on your smile
A fake behind the fear
The queerest of the queer"
I have two cats, five dogs, and four horses. <3 I love them all with all my heart. Except maybe the little dog thing...okay I love her too. She's like a giant ball of annoying. -vein-
Lolita. <3 I love it. All of it. Lolita is pimp-a**! But I love Kodona so much more. Gah I'm such a ********' Dyke. I would like Kondona. -twitch- Need to break sterotype. Now. ><
"I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
I know you're dying to
(You can touch me if you want)
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
But you can't stop"
(You can touch me if you want)
I know you're dying to
(You can touch me if you want)
I know what's good for you
(You can touch me if you want)
But you can't stop"
I can't wait for a-kon. It's going to be so much more funner than last year! <3 And maybe this year I'll actually cosplay. Lawlz. Lolita! <3 Yayyy for randomness~
USYEFUIEYRU I have to tell you about my best, besty friend. She's like ******** awesome! She pwns your a**. Lyke cearl! She's smarter, and stronger than you. <3 So lyke you should ******** kill yourself 'cause you aren't as great as her. x3
The queerest of the queer
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
The strangest of the strange
The coldest of the cool
The lamest of the lame
The numbest of the dumb
More in likely I hate you. But if I don't then I'll let you know. So when I do, feel special. It's hard to make me like you. So don't try.
I've been alive for 10-18 years~ But you can't guess my age. >D
I feel restrained most of the time. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. And feel like it's always hot, but I still wear a sweater. I can't stand being alone, but I hate being in big groups. Sometimes when so many people are talking at once at me, or around me I get so annoyed. I feel like killing all of them. When I tell people that they call me crazy, and I know I am, but I can't help what I feel, and think. Just like I think about what would happen if I threw myself out of the car while it was going 65 miles per hour.
"I hate to see you here
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear"
You choke behind a smile
A fake behind the fear"
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but just wantinq to say whats up
Yay! My life feels fuller. <3