Who am I?

So let's get this straight, I'm not really a girl. I know, I know your either really disappointed or really creeped out, either way deal with it.

I might like to have a female avatar on gaia, and I might even dress up every once in a blue moon as a girl in real life, but my appearance doesn't change who I am. Not that it should matter, but to avoid here say and even some unwanted emails etc. I am not attracted to the male form and I'm not into cyber-anything no RP on the computer at all.








I'm a lost child, at heart, I can't seem to grow up in some ways. Yes I pay my bills and taxes and I deal with most things in a mature way, but my leisure interest and social life are nearly non existent. I don't drink alcohol, and I don't smoke anything, I don't like going to clubs with pounding music, or bars with clouds of second hand smoke. I don't want to sit around chug some beers and complain about my job and the government.

I follow the Odinic Pantheon.
I try to use these virtues as guides in my life.
Courage
Truth
Honor
Fidelity
Discipline
Hospitality
Industriousness
Self-reliance
Perseverance


I believe in the idea of magick, having a unique soul or spirit and vampyrism.
Yet....
I believe ones worth lies in their actions of this world, not in their claims of what they feel they are.

I have had unique personal experiences that cannot be proven yet they have convinced me their is more to the world than the scientific paradigm assumes.

I play paintball, airsoft, and some boffer (padded sword) fighting more than I dress up as a woman in real life.

I like the goth/fetish aesthetic and style, but tend to dress for comfort and safety(from hatemongers).

I don't like and will defend anyone against racist of any type or level.

Yet...
I may not agree with your beliefs, but I'll fight like hell to let you have them.