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The 8th Synn Report | 07/29/2010 2:15 am

brace your self for i invaded your profile =oa little bird tells me i owe you a thank you so thakns for the change chika =]

Liquid Pages Report | 10/29/2009 7:19 pm

sorry i haven't been on lately!
i'll definitrley come into your shop on my main account, look out for bretagne anmi raisel :]

drakadept Report | 10/27/2009 10:02 pm

wasnt trying to confront you. sorry it came off that way i see where you are comming from lol. either way i wouldnt have gone to jail, not unless i was willing to, and the only way that'd have happend would be if her dad had co-opperated with me and talked to me so i could have made things easier on kirsten, i had full intention of going to jail if he did that and still wanted me to go. you are good for being cautious. first believe me there was no sarcasm in my words XD i wasnt like "yeah, you called me a creep b***h." i was being geniune. the reasson im so adamant about some one i met on the internet is because i told her i loved her, i ment it. If i didnt follow through with all of my power to achomplish goals that would make her happy or make things easier on her, then i would be a liar, i would never lie about being in love with some one. The whole reasson i started dating her is because she was so vunerable and misserable about her step dad rob dying and she mad it clear she wanted some one there so i was like "..uh..fine, do you wanna go out?" and she was all excited about it. fallin in love happend after the fact. right about the time she was like "if you ever leave me i'll kill myself" now at the time what went through my mind was "she's a crazy b***h i need to find a way outta this." but also i think im a bit of a masachist lol. emotionally atleaste, and what appealed was some one being so in love with me, that they would kill themselves if they lost me XD that devotion in a sick way like made me fall for her, even though ofcourse she didnt mean it and i knew that. it was just the fact she was infact crazy as ******** that made me sign up. i like my girls alittle on the crazy side ^^;. but like i said, as far as being so adamant and willing to risk myself for some one i never met, regardless of if i never met them or not, if i told them i loved them, cared about them, or would do anything for them, then wouldnt i be a scum bag if i didnt follow through? i mean, i'd just be a waste of human space, with a bark and no bite.

thats just how i feel about it, i have friends who say the same things i do but dont have intention of following through and i dont hate them for it, its just how i feel about that. Usually im completely self sufficient emotionally and in my day to day life but when i get into a realationship where i actually share that with some one i tend to get attached. I shared alot with her, went through ALOT of s**t in the past year an a half for her and because of her. not that any thing is dirrectly her fault or i regret it. but when you put enough work into some thing you get attached.

honestly, you are a very nice person. blunt, but nice lol. i ment everything i said, self victimizing is just somthing i do to make myself stich to my convictions. like i said, i think im a bit of a masachist. haha.

either way honestly i mean thank you, if not for dirrectly helping me in what i was going through, just for talking to me in anyway. and that conversation we had about 90's shows was like, awsome it maded me happy lol.

drakadept Report | 10/27/2009 9:20 pm

._. but you did say creepy...you said i sketched you out..and like..that it well..well obviously you didnt tellm e everything ^^ you just gave me what i needed to get to where i had to go, really i want to leave this partial friendship by telling you that really i am an awsome person, im really not a bad person. when im in love with some one i do get obsessed some times but i have to be really in love with them and i only get like that if they have shown the same things to me. as an adult i know things dont always work out. i really dont know if you gave her my letter, but i know everything i need to for the time being. really im not a bad person i promise. if you got to know me you really would get along with me. im always helping myself i use the resources available. you were a recourse and i also considered you a new friend though the feeling wasnt returned >.o lol no hurt feelings dont worry. you really are a good person, you tried to spare the feelings of some one you didnt even know. and i know i seemed pathetic. because the actions i took were kinda pathetic. here is my standpoint. I did what i thought was best regardless of the outcome, if i ended up in jail then so be it i did it for some one i loved, and even if it turned out that person didnt even care for me at all. then i wouldnt regret it, because i did- do love them, and any actions i took in the name of that love were with full knowledge of conciquence. obviously i still have alot of growing up to do too, but we as humans never are truely grown up. just alittle bit better than we once were(in most cases XD) in any case really, i wish you the most of luck. and though you dont feel the same, like i said i already think of you as a friend. And as a friend i will do what ever it takes to help you in any way i possibley can even though there isnt much i can do at the time being. believe in my word. I will follow through. though this is probabally the last conversation we will have because you dont like me XD.

really...My ambition wont let me fail, and you cant fail unless you give up and die. I hope that some day i CAN help you in some way. thank you.

-Ian

drakadept Report | 10/27/2009 8:32 pm

anyway, really sorry i bothered you. i can be pretty creepy i know X3. when it comes to things i set my mind on i tend to..well set my mind on them XDDDD

anyway its all good, im really sorry i have bothered you, you no longer need to talk to me, infact, delete me if you want. no big deal ^^

^^ hahaha, im too resorceful for my own good.

drakadept Report | 10/26/2009 10:42 pm

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!! you're soooooooo helpful!!!

omg. for reals. like the most helpful person ever.

dude

my mind was all ******** up, and then i saw somthing. and my heart started to hurt alot, and then i noticed somthing else(i understand im being horribley vague.)and it made me feel alittle bit at peace.

you help me in so many ways you dont even understand. thank you so much.

if i didnt have you as a friend i would be still looking for help ^^.

regardless of the outcome i know i get my answers now. I know that im working towards somthing tangable. Somthing i can see..its not far off either. please, though i know you dont really know me well at all nor really care seeing as im a random person who you met on the internet, understand that you have be rediciously helpful to me. and i really really appreciate it.

-love, ian.

Aciidwire Report | 10/24/2009 9:35 pm

How much do you charge for avii art?

A Nobodys Lullaby Report | 10/20/2009 8:32 pm

its fun tho i beat it in 30 hours. XD

A Nobodys Lullaby Report | 10/20/2009 8:14 pm

i know right.
and the game was easy to fallow.

A Nobodys Lullaby Report | 10/20/2009 8:08 pm

it was a bit odd with time travel and stuff