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JMy name is Melly. I may be only 16, but I feel I am much older. Yet at the same time, I feel like I am younger than I really am. At times, I can be immature. At the same time, I can seem to be much wiser. Some wonder whether I am still an adolescent. Am I really? That is for you to decide. I know who I am, and I know where I am going. Anything more is too much to know.
Who I am is a broad subject to discuss. You can read this all day, think you have an idea, but when you meet me and have a conversation with my and hear my voice, you realize you were all wrong about who this girl really is. But am I just a girl?
Up another level is seeing me. They say you can tell a person from their eyes. I always ask what is seen in my eyes. Most of the time, people couldn't tell me what colour they are. They're jade green. Other answers I have recieved is there is pain concealed in them, with sorrow and anger. There's hurt and deception, madness and confusion. Then I get people who say there's contentment and balance in there. I don't know to this day what there is hidden in my eyes.
Another clue is the smile. My smile changes throughout the day, from a sleep enduced subtlety to a broad grin to a neutral expression that people don't know what to make of. Is there really insight in a smile?
Perhaps there is more in the thought process. I do not know how to express this. Nor do I want to. Thoughts are a personal place and each's personal sactuary. Each has its own DO NOT DISTURB sign.
There is also a saying that a favorite colour says a lot about a being. What if there are seven? I do have seven, that fall in no particular order. Black, Silver, Blood Crimson, Ruby Red, Sapphire Blue, Emerald Green, and Amethyst Purple. Analise that one, psychologists.
They also say eye colour has everything to do with personality. Well, green stands for mischief. So am I? Who knows, but it would seem I am leading you in circles.
What does all of this say about me? Who knows the answer to that one, either. I just thought it was time to change my profile a bit. Perhaps this is enough for you.
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