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Yo. I'm a ghost.
I don't exist in this world but I'm still here. People don't see me often in their lives but they feel my out of center arrangement.

"Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aromas thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending Im lost in,
A structure thats collapsing dont want it cast into,
Maker take the body dont want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will God accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending Im lost in,
A structure thats collapsing dont want it cast into,
Maker take the body dont want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
Cocooned in misery

Im sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away
...god please take me away
Resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs ******** the deities justify my own right to whats waiting for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load Im coming Im coming Im coming Im coming home

Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending Im lost in,
A structure thats collapsing descending dont want it,
Maker take the body dont want it wants me,
Pull me out of body dont want it dont want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending Im lost in,
A structure thats collapsing descending dont want it,
Maker take the body dont want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door I sail through purgatorys bay

I asked a God for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in gods hands death blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a t
R
...death blooms."




If you read that, I'm sorry.
That was one heck of a waste of your time.
Rock on. cool

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starrilighthotaru

Report | 05/12/2007 12:19 pm

starrilighthotaru

This is a...
ninja Random Ninja Attack ninja

*Blinks*
*Pecks on Cheek*
*Giggles like idiot*
*Runs away*
7acmilan

Report | 03/09/2007 5:45 pm

7acmilan

gfumjftr57k3cc t in other words coooooooooooooooooool
Blue Eyed Emo6167

Report | 01/20/2007 5:27 pm

Blue Eyed Emo6167

Hey again my love heres whats going on i played bass really hard and i have a huge blister my brother broke my webcam and im depressed and i lost my voice...it wasnt very cool. User Image thers a recent pic btw. i was at the hockey game with erin and we er i made that bear thing look sexier than normal lol Im listening to ohio is for lovers. Im gonna write a song Missouri is for lovers...meh ill do it later im too lazy to right now. im talking to Ramsey (thats his nickname his real name is John) just like my grandpapa which is interesting...sorta i guess yeah idk but the name John lives on in my family. If i have a boy i have to name him John see thers my uncle John grandpa John cousin John my egg baby John and then my son if i even have one John. yeah thats my story well im bored and dont want my finger to burst open on the keyboard.
LOVE YOU <33333333333333333333333
Blue Eyed Emo6167

Report | 12/10/2006 3:19 pm

Blue Eyed Emo6167

i love you soo much heart heart LOVE heart YOU heart wiiiiiiiiii im gonna write you a long random comment telling you about whats going on
well my dad is away on buisness for a week and a day so im gonna be lonely i have no tv buddy now but my dog...you should come down here not in a year but...in a week...hehe then when my dad comes back he can meet the guy that im crazy about dont worry ill make my mom let you stay and ill kick my brother outta his room or something im listening to simple plan i'd do anything and...heres an icon for you User Image mmhmm and i will and User Image THERE I AM! thats your lover up there mmhmm i'd do anything for you i'd do anything! just to hold you in my arms to try to make you laugh so some how i can put you in the past i'd do anything to fall asleep with you! this is true...lol I LOVE YOU BRANDON YOUR MY MISSOURI BOI THAT I LOVE! you can see my shoes in the backround of this pic...lol and my closet the crap in it and my BR sweatshirt my trash and hamper...its a lovely room isnt it? yes i know i love you! heart im gonna say that a lot when i talk to you again sorry i couldnt really talk when i was at the dance i wish i could have slow danced with you but i slow danced with Chris Kurt and Tim it was interesting Kurt and Tim kept switching throughout the song and Kurt was jelous Tim was blushy Chris was sad to leave to stinking Australia HE'S MOVING REALLY FAR AWAY! its horrible crying im gonna miss him he's like my brother! and your my lover yeahhhhhhhhhh some bum said something now i have to send him an angry pm LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND SO ON!!!!!!!!!! heart
Blue Eyed Emo6167

Report | 12/09/2006 9:11 am

Blue Eyed Emo6167

BRANDON!!!!!!!! this is your lover Carolyn lol i got a new gaia pro sooo yes i love you soooooo much you need to call me and im sorry i couldnt talk last night but at least i got to tell you that i love you ok i g2g my lunch is a calling me i love you so much! <3
I_Am_The_God_Of_Thunder

Report | 07/08/2006 5:26 pm

I_Am_The_God_Of_Thunder

Hey, dude. That wasn't a waste of time, that was Awesome!
Rock on!
~Gene's Slave~

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