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I am a dreamer
I dream of peace
I dream of reason
A dream of greed
I dream of wishes
I dream of hope
I dream of angels
A dream to gloat
I once dreamt of optimism
I once dreamt of truth
Heaven knows why Hell is coming
I once dreamt of new news
I once dreamt of new beginnings
I once dreamt of change
Yet if I dream another dream
They all shall fade away
I once dreamt a thousand thoughts
I once dreamt of glee
That time now feels so far away when
I once dreamt of dreams.

No longer am I a dreamer
Dreams are for the weak
For nowadays my only dream
Is to dream another dream.

I give up. I ******** give up. I tried to make everyone happy, and what do I get? I get laughed at to my face and yelled at. I get made fun of behind my back and I'm tired of it. I've tried to keep smiling, but I can't. Nothing I do is enough. It's never gonna be enough. I'm sick and ******** tired of it. The people I thought I could trust are leving me behind and their hands have left bruises on my heart. I can't do it anymore. I'm sick of being hurt. My heart can't take anymore. Whatever. I'm done. No more. I've broken down. I don't want to be put back together. I'll just get hurt again. I'm broken, so just ******** leave me alone. I'm done.

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Report | 09/27/2010 10:21 am

Ptvjunky

hows life

Report | 01/30/2010 8:27 am

orkney creator

ohmigawdohmigawdohmigawd
ohmigawdohmigawdohmigawd
ohmigawdohmigawdohmigawd

i'm back...
are youz here still?

Report | 09/14/2009 5:44 pm

Magically_Delish

lolz...we're sad 3nodding

Report | 09/14/2009 2:24 pm

Magically_Delish

I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though
you broke my heart and killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw them into a fire.

Report | 08/23/2009 2:53 pm

Magically_Delish

ahaha, y'know, I know you said something about how cool shiro-chan was before, but I didn't believe you, cuz the only time I saw him was when I flipped through Julie-bear's shonen jump once and saw him yelling at somebody. So of course, my first thought was "Oh great, a pint-sized know-it-all brat." (think Hiro)
siiighhhh.....i couldn't have been more wrong... heart *eyes take on far away look* I'm in love-love..... whee 4laugh

Report | 08/21/2009 7:09 am

Magically_Delish

I knooooowwwww....I love Yachiru!! heart (and ken-chan! heart heart heart )
We bought the second and third seasons of Bleach (I have no money left) and I'm on like the fifth episode of the third season....
I'm also in love with Toushiro. Sooooooo kawaaaaiiiii...and yet still strangely manly....
HITSUGAYA -TAICHO IS L heart VE!!!!!!!!!

Report | 08/20/2009 7:58 am

Magically_Delish

how are you, Michan??

Report | 08/10/2009 11:56 am

LittleStar88

your welcome smile

Report | 08/09/2009 6:28 am

LittleStar88

Hi nice Avatar smile

Report | 08/07/2009 9:47 am

Chucklehofft

no.

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