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Name: Mimie
Gold: Way More then You will ever have
Age: 13-16... Guess.
Gender: Im a girl. A girl... Okay... dont ask me or i'll i eat you.
Stuff I like too do: Hm, be me. Besides the whole being a dumb blond and crashing into every possible thing.
Personality: Well, I may seem open and crazy, but im so much more then that. I /really/ dont open up too many people even tho It may seem like I do. I keep all my secrets too myself, and Inside im really shy. I get hurt easily but may not show it. Im confusing and right now, my life feel pretty crappy. I have my reasons. and that, I shall keep to myself as well. I luff all my friends and would doo anything for them. They make my life soo much beter and help me when I need it. I get depressed easily, and try my hardest not too let my emotions get in the way. I don't like it when people are mad at me and/or dont get along with me. I try too get along with everyone but that is not always possible. Im open too new friends, but don't expect donations.
Right now, I feel like crap and may ask you for advice, all the help I can get is luffed, but I will probebly not go too personal. I also luff too help and if you need to talk too me in any way Im open. I may not always have the ansers, but I can always try.
Apology
How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.
To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.
You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,
Just to see if you bled.
Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.
Four years and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.
The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.
The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.