Ibelieveinyourlies

Every smile I give is a lie
Every hug feels fake
And every ”I feel fine” makes me feel worse
When’s this hell going to end?

I try to forget the past
I try to ignore my feelings
And I try to be the one everyone wants me to be
But it’s getting harder and harder everytime

How could I end up this way
How could everything go so wrong
And how could all feel so distant
It feels like my life is a dream I’ll soon wake up from

Whenever I feel sad the tears wont stop
Whenever I feel I can be happy something bad happens
And whenever I feel anything at all a piece of me dies
When I feel all alone in this world there’s no one there to tell me otherwise